life...

2003-05-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

wow...its been quite awhile since my last entry :|

ok well ive been super busy for the past week. ive had fun too at the same time. well ill start off with something good. last thursday i bought a body board and went to the beach. except it was cold and sunless and there was barely any waves. no tan and no body boarding. boo hoo. well yea. and then on saturday, me, david, the chens, izumi, jon truong, jonathan, frank, lenny, alex, and jeffrey went paintballing. i guess it was alrite. woulda been better if we had more time and more paint. i got hit a couple time, but some of them didnt even pop. it didnt really hurt that much. i was running tho during one game and i ate it hard. i fell and dropped my gun and everything. my knee was scraped. but other than that...it was ok. then sunday like 30 people went to the beach for jessica's b-day thing. mmm...we had korean bbq and hot dogs and stuff. even tho it was freakin cold. a few of us went in the water anyways. and ofcourse i had to make good use of my board. but grr!! no waves. so like we just layed out there on our boards freeezing our asses off in the water waiting for waves. but nope. they never came. damm...i couldnt stop shaking for awhile after i got out. i was even standing next the the fire. good thing i did not get sick. then yea...this week the lil sis's have been working pretty hard for our dance performance, which is this friday. tomorrow!! or actually today!! ahhhh!!! hope we do good. well no matter what...we worked our asses off. wish us luck!! then yea...been busy with other things. like buyin my big bro a gift for installs. hope he likes it. im soooo broke!! well lots of other things happened in between, but uhh just too lazy. plus no one cares anyways. hehe. ok bye yallz.

2003-05-19T20:57:00.000-07:00

ahh!! i hate school!! i should just drop out and go work at a stuuuupid place. grr. why is everything so hard?!? oh wellz. nothin i can do about it. well these few weeks have been really different tho. lots of stuff have changed. everything moves sooo fast. i wish i could just slow time down. i need more time.

but yea...yesterday we went to the beach for our lil sis event. we had to turn in scrapbooks (which i didnt finish), do our serenades (which wasnt too bad), and also say our poems. it was pretty fun. except for maybe the trash picking up. the cheeseburger tony made was mmm mmm good. i cant wait till its really really hot so i can actually go in the water. i really need a tan. especially on my legs. ahh!! they're so blinding. tan lines suck tho.

i took one step to dealing with my problem. but now im not so sure about it anymore. i called my one friend, the only person i could tell. she said no to worry and she'll help me if i need it. to those of u that were wonderin about me...dont worry im fine. its just complicated. i would tell u, but i just cant. its ok...dont worry about me. but thanx for caring =)

2003-05-15T02:02:00.000-07:00

woo hoo!! i just saw Matrix Reloaded!! it was pretty good. i dont remember the first one tho, so it was kinda confusing at first. i hate those kinds of endings tho. grrr. yea dont wanna say too much about it. mite ruin it for someone. anyways yea ahh!! i just realized almost everything is due this sunday for the lil sis thing. im sooo screwd. i met a couple of the guys that never come out. so that was cool. yesterday i had pho twice. mmm....first it was lunch with alex. then me, desiree, nam, charles pak, and kenny lee went like at 2 in the morning. good good good. yay i got a B+ on my in class essay. im happy with that =)

but yea...my problem has gotten kinda worse. this is torture.

2003-05-12T21:45:00.000-07:00

friday...hmm...well the highlite of the day was goin to the J5 concert. they were pretty good. i duno about the first group that performed tho. i forgot what they were called. they were pretty damm annoyin. then afterwards some of us went to the Pub at school cause one of the guys from grayhavens was performing. we just shot pool and ate there. pretty cool place i guess. then i went back to my dorm to pack and get ready to go home. i was about to leave, but i ended up stayin way longer cause lester, angelene's bf, was stayin over w/o her. haha. weird. but yea a couple of the guys were in our room. talkin about girls and stuff. so i stayed and chatted with them for awhile. then finally left for home around 2 or 3 in the mornin. the drive home was kinda tiring. but i got home safely.

saturday...ahh!! there was all this nasty food at home. so i wanted to go get pho with my mom, but she insisted that i eat the food at home. =| so i ate porridge. blahhh. and then i bummed around home till about 6. then i went to jessica's to pick her and sarah up to go shoppin for mother's day presents. not only did i have to get my mom somethin, but also my grandma, and my two other fake moms. sigh. and i couldnt even find anything at the mall. afterwards we were hungry so we decided to go get some el pollo loco for dinner. yummmm...good stuff. havent had that in awhile. we also rented Maid In Manhattan and watched it at jessica's. damm that chicken and mashed potatoes was so freakin good. we also watched most of Lilo and Stitch. love that movie.

sunday....ahh!! mother's day. so i went to old town to find gifts. i ended up just buying lotion and stuff from this place called Lather. damm...its freakin expensive there. oh wellz. and i also bought my mom orchids cuz she likes them. i bought two fruit tarts too. i brought one to my fake moms' house (they live together). and the other one i brought home to my mom and grandma. i spent a lot of time cooking. i had to make food for our lil sis event that nite. i made pasta with sausage. it came out pretty good. then my mom was makin satay for dinner, so i helped her. dang!! i barely got to eat and even missed out on all the good dessert. cause i had to head back to irvine for the lil sis thing. i think people liked my pasta. i kno alex did. haha. then we hiked up some hill after. ahh!! i forgot my necklace at home, so i lost my big bro for this week. my big bro for this week is Hugh. i was sooo scared that mison (our pledge dad) was gonna say "ok, u lost ur big bro forever, so u can go home" thank goodness that didnt happen.

yea...i have a serious problem. i have no idea what to do. and i really cant tell anyone about it. im soooo scared. what to do what to do....fuuuuck

2003-05-09T16:44:00.000-07:00

hmmm...yesterday was interesting. i went to a tv taping to raise money for the PAPhi LiL SiS thing...i think. but yea we went to The Late Late Show. hahaha...watever that is. never heard of it. but yea....it was pretty tiring. all the standin up and clappin. oh wellz. we got to see Gene Grey from X-Men 2 and this model from hawaii name Lokalani McMichaels. hehe i never heard of her either, but she was pretty hot. she's supposedly some triathelete and supermodel. this singer guy also performed. forgot his name tho. and then we headed home so nam could do my homework :p

ya...as i was walkin to my dorm...i got a call from edward. kinda weird. but i guess im glad we talked. atleast i kno wat happened and stuff. but yea i guess we're friends. =)

then i got ready to go clubbin!! the SOPhi's were havin a thing at the Pier. so i went. it was pretty fun. except a lot of weirdoes there. haha some really big black guy was all tryin to make me dance with him. ahh!! i think i attract black guys. i always get attention from them. hehe i think its my ghetto bootay. haha. and this one other black guy kept walkin by. and he said i was pretty. hahah. i did dance with a couple of asian guys tho. hehe nothin special tho. just havin some fun. being single is really different. hehe. danced with some of the other lil sis's too. well yea...it was an alrite day :]

2003-05-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

awww thanx to my big bro for the picture he drew me =) hehe it was really nice. i found it this mornin under my door. i was smilin until i opened my door and saw the picture steve drew me on the white boared. grr!! i think he's obsessed with p_n_s. hehe. last nite we went to visit monica, irene, steve, and nam. steve made me and desiree scream that word really loud or else he wouldnt let us leave. ur so weird steve!! hehe. anyways yea. today was such weird weather. it was sorta sunny/cloudy at first and then it started to rain out of nowhere. freakin weather forecasts are never rite!! i wanted to go skateboarding with ann, but stupid rain =( now im stuck inside doin homework. ive been doin homework for 3 straight hours now...and im not even close to bein done. ahh!! too much!!

hahaha...guys are so funny sometimes. so many guys and even some girls have offered or even insisted to kick someone's butt for me. hehe....it just makes me laugh when someone says "do u want me to kick his ass??" i wonder if they really think i would say yes. i guess thats just how guys show how much they care =P well thanx anyways =) i really appreciate ur concern and im glad i have u guys. U GUYS ARE THE BEST!! hehe but no ass kickin okay?!?

2003-05-06T21:44:00.000-07:00

hmm...every single person i tell about wat happened yesterday, asked me "why?!?" and my answer was and still is "i dont kno!!" wat should i do?? should i ask him or should i just forget about it? well anyways, everyone has been really caring and supportive. thanx everyone. im actually fine tho. i dont like being sad. i think being happy is so much better. ive gone through this before. im sure ill be able to do it again. "like its hard??" hehe (Legally Blonde). anywayz yea.

last nite i shot pool with minh. we saw lawrence and hideo there too. then henry, will, and norman showed up out of no where. minh borrowed ann's skateboard, so i got to skateboard a little. its pretty fun and scary at the same time. i wish i knew how to do tricks and stuff. that would be soooo cool. then i had dance practice with the lil sis's. we actually got somethin done this time. we got one routine done for one song. woo hoo!! hehe. then afterwards me, elaine, and desiree went to albertson to go grocery shoppin. hahahaha. it was so funny. our cart got stuck cause there were all these boxes around. and we were tryin so hard to get it out of there and the guys workin there were laughin at us. hehe. me and elaine didnt buy much, but damm...desiree bought like the whole market. i guess she was hungry or somethin. =)

today i ate lunch with alex at the phoenix grill again. we had vietnamese sandwiches. i got chicken. yummm...mmm...mmm.....good. we sat there for quite a long time. mostly cuz i eat slow, but yea we talked and stuff. but they were closed so we decided to leave. then we went to the terrace but no one was there. so we walked back to middle earth and saw some other people and my big bro at the BSC. so we went inside to chill with them. we were in there for the longest time. i got to shoot pool a little. it was fun. and then i WAS supposed to eat dinner with alex, but he had class soon. so i went back to my dorm. then i ate with desiree :] ya thats pretty much it for today, well until this moment atleast. im tired, but if i take a nap i mite never wake up. soo i guess ill just have to fight it for another couple hours. ahh!!

2003-05-05T17:43:00.000-07:00

geeeeez!!! more drama!! i hate guyz!! how come i never learn my lesson?!? grrrr. well someone broke up with me today. and i have no idea why. im so confused. what?!? why?!? when?!? how?!? damm...thats it. no more for me. i always get hurt. im too freakin nice sometimes. or maybe like all the time. ughh!! its time to bust out the mean janet. all u guyz better watch out now. *sigh* i suck at being mean. im just like my mom. always gettin hurt by other people. i wonder if its genetic. hmm...i dunno. ahhh!! im so lost. oh wellz...ill get over it. i have other problems anyways.

well on a better note. i got a free ticket to a Jurassic 5 concert. woo hoo!! so far...me, desiree, angelene, maybe lester, ann, james, kris, minh, frank, maybe will, and maybe phuong are goin. hopefully more. and i also got my tickets for the Good Charlotte/New Found Glory concert too. yay!! i cant wait. i think a lot of us are goin to that too. its gonna be sooooo good.

ouchh....im so sore from playin soccer yesterday. it was pretty fun tho =) and the sandwhiches were good too ;p

2003-04-30T22:07:00.000-07:00

well yea...i guess the goods and bads are equalling out a little. i called my mom to ask about apartment stuff again, but she forced me to call my dad. ahhh!! for some reason i get really nervous and scared when i call him, most of the time atleast. i dont kno wat's wrong with me, but i end up crying a lot afterwards. i especially hate asking him for stuff. i dunno. its just hard for me. so yea the apartment contract situation just got even more confusing and frustrating, but i think (crossing my fingers) everthing will be okay now. i think we (me, ann, judy, and connie) decided to each get our own parents to sign the guarantor thing. so hopefully that works and we get it turned in. and i hope we get an extended deadline. but yea, my dad didnt really seem like he wanted to do it for me. he was very very hesitant when i called him again. i dunno...we'll see

but yea....on a good note =) yesterday we all (me, connie, will, phuong, angelene, lester, henry, lawrence, and minh) went to get FREE icecream at Ben & Jerry's at the Spectrum. it was pretty fun. havent hung out with them for awhile. and today we (me, connie, ann, phuong, and john) went to Baskin Robbins to get FREE icecream again!! i saw some other people i knew there. hehe weired how when there is free stuff, all the asians are there. freakin asians!! hahaha. and i saw my friend audrey there too, she works there, what?!? she never told me. its weird cuz she goes to CSULB, but she was working in irvine. hmm... *shrug* now i kno where to go to get hooked up with icecream =) yay!!

well there's also some other stuff here and there that bothers me. but its ok. i wont let it get to me. oh yea...ahh!! dance practice tomorrow. its gonna be the first time we're actually gonna start our routine stuff. im scared. speakin of scared....GOOD LUCKS TO ANTHONY!! who is gonna start living his life totally on his own. no support from his dad whatsoever and also his own place!! hehe...sounds pretty scary to me.

hehe i also noticed something today. when people say some dumb or embarassing stuff, they usually use "tired" as an excuse. haha "im tired" is the phrase.

2003-04-29T00:51:00.000-07:00

wtf is goin on!?! ive been goin through so much crap lately. first of all, last week on friday i had two midterms and a paper due. dude...i can only do so much at once. i f@%Cked up on my midterms cuz of my damm paper. i even studied ahead of time, but i guess not enough on the last day. i have short term memory :( on top of all that i have lil sis stuff, well that aint too bad. just a little time consuming and plus i cant stay home that long cuz i have events on sundays. we also have dance practice on mondays and thursdays and i cant dance for crap. oh wellz. and on friday on the way home i called my mom to ask if she was at home already so she can sign papers for financial aid and apartment stuff for next year which was due the next day. but noooo!! she was in freakin Iowa. what the hell?!? and then she tells me that she mite move to Iowa with my sisters. what about me?!? ill have no home to go home to. and then she said "well, u can see us on holidays..." what?!? she was the one saying that even Irvine was far enough and that she doesnt see me much. ahhh!! i would seriously be so sad if my family left me to go to stupid Iowa. im already freakin scared just hearing about it. why Iowa?!? uhhh!! im so mad. yeah and then...i went to church on friday nite and saw my friends for like the first time in a long time. i feel so bad that i havent spent time with them lately. like everytime they call me to do something, im always busy. plus i miss them. i miss my sisters too!! havent seen them either. and then on saturday i had to track someone down to sign papers for me. that was freakin frustrating too!! my mom was in Iowa, i dont really talk to my dad or dont kno his number actually, my uncle went to vegas, my other uncle and grandpa couldnt sign the checks for me, and so finally i got my aunt to do it. then i had to rush back to Irvine in order to turn the papers in for our apartment next year. and geez!! the man was like "oh...uh...they have to either sign it in front of us or it has to be notarized" NOTARIZED?!? fuuuuck...like i was supposed to kno what that was. so i asked connie if her parents would do it for us, but she said they would only do it for her. ahh!! i guess im gonna have to ask someone else if they could drive up to Irvine. cuz judy and ann (my other future roomates =] ) they're parents are up north. and then sunday we had a lil sis event. lets just say that i wasnt made for that kind of stuff, plus i was hungry. but the part where we actually got up to the "C" was cool. bonding and stuff was nice. but the tarantula...uhh...that was not cool at all. hahaha...but the best part was after. me, my big bro, and desiree went to Church's Chicken and got our grub on. i didnt care if i gained like 10 pounds from that. that was some good shiiiettt...esp cuz it was my first and last meal of the day. yeah...and then today...monday...school sucked. and then someone tells me that they need to take some time to be by themself for like a week or somethin. its not like we spend that much time together anyways. but yeah, i guess i understand...or sorta guessing that its for school or somethin. i dunno. whatever...i wont talk about it. im pretty busy myself anyways. yeah...so much stress, frustration, confusion, tiredness. ummm....just isnt my week or month or watever. i wanna just go home for awhile and sleep in my bed. i dont kno who to talk to. i feel like there's no one that really knows everything about me. my friends back home dont kno about my irvine life and my friends here dont kno about my home life or about me period. and i dont wanna bother anyone cuz everyone seems busy and stuff. well yea....i guess writing in this blog sorta helps. but i cant say everything i wanna say. no one probably reads this anyways. but yea, just in case. ok well...time to put on my smile and pretend like everything is fine. im so good at that. =)

2003-04-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

life isnt bad at all =) hehe...i dunoo..just felt like saying that.

yesterday for edward's b-day. me, him, and his friends went to the spectrum. our plan was to smoke some hookah. hmm...in a way i was looking forward to tryin it. but oh wellz maybe next time cause it was just too damm expensive. they raise the price on weekends. how sucky. so we just walked around for a little. and his friend teresa and lucian got some crepes. mmm...yumm yumm. they looked good. but i didnt want any cuz i just ate icecream. so then we headed back to edward's dorm to get our drink on. hehehe some of the guys had to celebrate 4-20 too. its so fun when everyone is drinking and being all hyper and stuff =) when edward went to the bathroom, we busted out the cake i bought him and lit the candles and sang happy birthday to him when he came back. then after a couple hours everyone was went home. edward opened the present i got him. i think he liked it...or atleast i hope. he wore one of the shirts today. i thought they were too big, but they actually fit. woo hoo!!

and then he asked me to be his girlfriend, again. but im not sure if he meant it...since he was drunk and all. hmmm...and i forgot to ask him about it today. im confused. i guess ill ask him about it tomorrow. but its not a big deal. we're pretty much together anyways. its just the whole title thing. i dunno *shrug*

when we finally woke up today, which was around 3, we decided to go get some lunch. i wanted pizza so we drove to newport and got some at this one place and ate it at the beach. burrr...it was kind cold at the beach. but we stayed until we finished the whole large pizza with pepperoni and pineapples. yummy...it was good.

and then i studied for awhile and here i am now. bloggin away. i think im gonna sleep super early tonite. yay!! i love sleepin. goodnitez everyone =]

2003-04-19T18:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWARD!! =)

i finally finished my mission...haha. it was getting edward's presents and this one thing he wanted. but thats a secret. shhhh...no one has to kno. but yea...woo hoo!! finally. i finished wrapping it last nite. took me forever.

oh yea!! i got a bid for PAPhi LiL SiS. my big bro is NAM. he's really nice. we also got these necklaces that we have to wear all the time and never lose them. (or else we lose our big bro) =[. i guess ill be really really busy for the next five weeks. we (the other lil sis's) gotta meet like atleast twice a week. thursdays and sundays. we have so much to do!! oh wellz. it'll be worth it i think.

haha kelly su cracks me up!! ~~~>

oxJiAJiAxo: haha im so broke
ImmA SuRgEoN: awww
ImmA SuRgEoN: boifriend
ImmA SuRgEoN: ahah tats where boi comes into the storie
oxJiAJiAxo: hahaha
oxJiAJiAxo: sheesh...gold digger style
ImmA SuRgEoN: werd
ImmA SuRgEoN: haha
ImmA SuRgEoN: juss kididng
oxJiAJiAxo: hahaahhha!!

2003-04-17T16:42:00.000-07:00

awww man...i hate this weather. its so so gloomy and cold. brrrr.... anyways, i got a bid for PAPhi Lil Sis!! they called me yesterday. but i still dont kno who my big bro would be. im kinda sad that ann isnt doin it =[ she was the reason i even thought about it. oh wellz...i guess ill try it out and see how it goes. well atleast im not totally alone. desiree is doin it too. i hope we dont have to do anything too embarassing or stupid. we're supposed to meet tonite. i wonder what we're gonna do?!? ahhh...and i have homework too. i have to write a rough draft of my position paper by tomorrow. ahhh!!! hope i can do it. oh yea!! i went to chem class. woo hoo!! finally!!

2003-04-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

well ive been on a "secret mission" for the past couple of days. im almost done tho. hopefully the results will be good. ahhhh...hehe =P.

2003-04-13T17:07:00.000-07:00

oh yea. on friday nite i hung with stella. we ate at the hardrock cafe at city walk. then afterwards we went to shoot pool in K-town. this other guy also played with us. hahah...he's so cute. he's like a cute lil kid, even tho he was only like a year younger. me and stella kept messin with him. we told him that we were gonna take him home and moleste him. :p hehe. it was nice seeing stella and the other people that were there. then on saturday afternoon i pretty much just drove here and there. then last nite i came back to irvine to keep edward company. i bought us vietnamese food for dinner. i got us pho bo vien (beef ball pho), com tam (some rice stuff with meat and stuff), and some cha gio (eggrolls). hehe good stuff. we didnt quite finish tho. but we saved the rest of the rice and ate it when we woke up today. which was pretty late. and now im just waiting for edward to call, so we can go eat dinner. hahaha...my favorite hobby, eating!! woo hoo!!

2003-04-13T16:29:00.000-07:00

hmm...last week was interesting. ann hee chung told me that her and desiree were rushing for pi alpha phi lil sis and on wednesday they were goin to this thing and there was gonna be korean bbq. hahaha...so being the hungry pig i am i decided to join them and tag along. i wasnt planning to rush at all, but after being there and meeting a couple of the guys, i kinda had second thoughts. they gave me an application, but i didnt fill it out. but the next day they were having a party at THE PIER, a club in long beach. ann and desiree said that if i go they'll go, so i was like OKAY!! y not. so that nite me, ann, desiree, and even mindy went to the flagpole where the guys picked us up and drove us to the frat house for a pre-party. there i met more of the guys. all of them are so nice. then they gave me another application because they said it was due that nite. so i filled that out in the car. i didnt really kno who to choose for a big-bro tho. later i found out from edward that one of the guys i put, charles, is his friend jenny's brother. weird, what a small world. anyways, the club was fun. i saw so many people there. frank, minh, and alan met us there. i saw white boy, zhen, jon tam, chris, jenny, deanna, and even piam. they all asked me where edward was, but sigh...he wasnt there with me. i wished he was there tho. it would have been more fun. i danced with a couple of the guys tho. they're pretty cool. this one guy named chris (i think) was really funny. dancing with him was fun. he wouldnt show me the peanut butter and jelly dance tho =(. well yea...so now im rushing too!! hopefully it'll be cool and ill get a really nice big bro.

2003-04-08T16:17:00.000-07:00

soooooo....yeeeeahh....im through with the first week of school and now im in my second week. not bad at all. so far atleast. well i did have a lot of problems with my schedule, but i finally resolved my problems. sorta. well last week i saw so many of my old friends from south pas. it started with dinner on wednesday with corey (my ex), then i saw henry and kenneth on thursday nite at a club in riverside, then i went to k-town with anthony on friday nite, and shot pool with keith and jeff on saturday. all those guys are good friends with eachother. they were all from the same group in highschool. havent seen all of them for awhile. ive always wanted to have like a get together with them or somethin. but i guess i kinda had that in a way. like a few at a time. hehe. nice seeing everyone again. on sunday i had this family get together thing with my family. i ate all day. like non-stop. nice hanging out with family once in awhile. but all we do is eat. hehe no wonder i have a big ass. yesterday me and edward were talking and stuff. and i guess we realized that we took things kinda fast. so we decided to take things back a step. and we are now just "seeing eachother but not seeing anyone else". yea we do need to know eachother more. hehe...i guess now i can look forward to him askin me out again and all that good stuff. sigh...its so boring. there's nothin to do these days. i just sit in front of my computer like all day and take naps. geez. i wanna go to the beach. i really need a tan. hmm....hopefully it'll stay hot from now on. ok...thats all for now.

2003-03-31T18:18:00.000-08:00

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2003-03-31T18:15:00.000-08:00

geez....im so bad at keeping up with bloggin. well over spring break i had no choice. i had no access to the internet whatsoever. my sis' laptop didnt work. and ofcourse my computer is still broken and sitting there collecting dust. well anyways. spring break wasnt really exciting at all. it seems like i was at home alot. but i only ate dinner with my family twice the whole time. plus i didnt see them much cuz i got home when people were sleeping and got up when everyone was gone. practically home alone most of the time. well i did a lot of shopping over the break. i also watched the The Ring for my second and third time. but i was still scared. the images are just way too disturbing. let's see...over the break i met some more of edward's friends. went outlet shopping with them and drank with them too. they're pretty cool. i also went to a highschool dance with some guy i didnt even kno. but i guess it was fun. i felt so out of place tho. i was disapointed because no one performed this time. the last time i went, KAI performed. oh wellz. it was fun dancing and stuff. hahahah. i set my boundaries, no freaking or anything, i promised edward. i wouldnt have anyways. but yea. it brought back highschool memories. those were the days. i also went to my baby cousin's birthday thing on saturday. dang...my uncle and his friends got so so drunk. they tried getting me and my other two cousins to drink too. but we only drank a little, since we all drove and had to go somewhere later. i went to edward's and watched The Ring, i was kinda scared on the way home. i scared myself in the car. i thought i saw something in the rear view mirror. hahaha. but it was just my imagination.

ahhh....yea im back at school. i guess i did better this quarter. but still not good at all. im so frustrated with my whole schedule and stuff. hopefully everything will be okay soon. geez...college is frustrating. its not that hard, but hard to concentrate. *sigh* i needa be more studious.

2003-03-16T04:47:00.000-08:00

after i took my final yesterday i got back to my room. ahhh...wat was i even doin?!? i have no idea, but i forgot to eat dinner. but around 8ish, i was talking to ann. and guess wat...she forgot to eat too!! so i told her about my lee's sandwhiches craving. and she said "let's go!!" so i asked minh do if he wanted to come too. he said yea, but he had to finish chem h/w first. so me and ann went over to grayhavens to wait. i was gonna help him, but i didnt even kno how to do it. uhhhh.....we waited 4 hours!! and he didnt even pass. that really sux for him. he musta been so frustrated. oh wellz...yea it wasnt too bad waiting around, except that i was super hungry. willbert kept lighting things on fire with the special lighter. crazy pyromaniac. i dunno wat we were doin...but we got through it. finally around 12ish...me, ann, minh, will, lawrence, and phuong headed off to lee's sandwhiches. i had to spot lawrence and i had to get a sandwhich for frank and chris. so i bought 10 sandwhiches in total. 5 of them were for me and edward. i also bought 4 flans, but i forgot to take 2 of them =( i was too excited about the sandwiches. i also got some strongass vietnamese coffee. that stuff is good, but very very strong. it got me so hyper. when we got back. we all watched friends. it was so funny. everyone was eating, but i was full from the coffee or something, so i couldnt eat. then afterwards me and ann went over to edwards hall. we drank a little bit. it was beer, so i couldnt drink that much of it. makes me so so full. yea...i think i was the only really hyper one. but didnt wanna do stupid stuff since everyone else was kinda tired. we slept like all day today. didnt actually get up till it was dark again. hahaha. atleast we had the rest of the sandwiches to eat. super lazy. then i did some studyin up until now. yea. anyways....time to go over to see edward again =)

2003-03-14T13:59:00.000-08:00

dude...wats wrong with me?!? i was sick last week...or was it two weeks ago??...well anyways yea i had like a fever and a really bad sore throat that was on and off. like on in the mornin and gone at night. weird. but yea it went away for awhile and came back again this week!! grrr...really sux. especially around final time. i was so so sick yesterday. i layed in bed pretty much all day when i had to write a paper and study for my final, which is at 6 pm later. i stayed up till 6 am writing my stupid paper. atleast i had 7 pages tho. woo hoo!! but yea i think i got a little better tho. i didnt wake up with a fever this morning. maybe it was the medicine minh do gave me. thanx minh do =) i also think i kinda overdosed on medicine. oh wellz. my throat still really hurts tho. everytime i swallow it hurts. ahhhh!! so painful. i wish it would go away. well time to study for my final for chem lab. wish me luck!!

2003-03-11T01:38:00.000-08:00

well lately ive been tryin just a little harder in school. but it doesnt seem to help that much. i just hope i pass all my classes. please pray for me!! yea and lately my friend has been having these major guy problems. i think she actually does like this one guy, but she wont really admit it. but at the same time i think she likes him more now cause he has decided to avoid her lately. thats really weird how sometimes u dont really like a person, but when they're gone, u kinda miss them and want thier attention again. anyways yea, i hope she resolves her problems. i havent been to the CA meetings lately. ive been busy i guess. things always come up on thursday nites for some reason. time goes by so quickly. I NEED MORE TIME!! finals are coming up so soon. ahhh..im so scared. well atleast after that it'll be springbreak =) but then another quarter begins rite after =( oh wellz. i will do good next quarter. i hope. i think im going to Lake Havasu on the first weekend of spring break. i really hope we do go. i was in math class and deanna was like "so are u goin to Lake Havasu with ed and them?" i was so confused. never even heard anything about it. she was like "yea they said u were goin" hahaha...so i asked edward later and yea i guess im goin. i need a tan before i wear my bathing suit in public tho. eee...those nasty white legs!! so embarassing. and i think ill be working out quite a bit. uhhh yea...its hard being a girl sometimes. well i guess we also have our advantages too. umm yea...

so yea....anonymous person:
well yea at first i just thought he was cute. i didnt like him or anything, just cute. then i saw him around school sometimes. we'd say hi and stuff and sometimes talk for a couple minutes or so. and yea...i kinda have a thing for quiet shy guys. they seem so mysterious or somethin. i dunno. and they have the cutest smiles. i love watching him talk because he kinda does this smile thing when he talks and then his eyes get all small and stuff. its soooo cute. it makes me smile everytime. so yea, first it was physical cuteness that attracted me. then it was his quietness. its not like the scary intimidating quietness. its the friendly kind. and damm.....aww....those smiles =) yea after we hung out a couple a times, i dunno. we just clicked i guess. i think we just felt comfortable around eachother. its fun just talkin to him and stuff. he makes me laugh. i dunno. maybe its the way he stares at me. its a little weird sometimes how he just stares for the longest time, but at the same time i think its a good thing. it kinda gives me this nice and calm feeling. ahhh!! I DUNNO. i just like him okay!! to me he's cute and has a good personality that fits me at the same time. double the points alrite. what do u want me to say?!?

2003-03-05T12:57:00.000-08:00

looks and personality...
looks are what attract u in the beginning. thats what makes u look the first time. but personality is what u look at the second time. a person can be really good lookin, but with a bad personality they could be the ugliest person. a good personality brings out the cuteness in people. although, there are those that ur not really attracted to at first, but with a cute personality, they seem more and more attractive each time u look. looks may give u an advantage at first because it mite be easier to get someone's attention, but without that personality, u'll most likely lose that person quick too. personality is more important, but i have to admit, its easier when the person is good lookin at the same time. hehe =P i also think that people are attracted to not only different types physically, but also different personality types. some people like the talkative outgoing people. some like them quiet and calm. some like the jokesters and some cant stand those dumb jokes. sometimes ur the only one that understands a person when other people think they're wierd or boring or stupid. i guess ur the only one that can judge a personality and decide whether its the personality that fits u. sometimes a good personality to one person may not be as great to u. well yea...blah blah blah. i think thats enough on personality. does that answer ur question, person that asked...???

2003-03-04T12:26:00.000-08:00

lets see...
yesterday i went to class. yea. and then i had lunch with edward. then went to the post office to turn in my FAFSA. very very last minute. then we took a nap. or atleast i forced him to. hehe. my habits have rubbed off on him. nappin has become a part of his daily life. then we woke up and had dinner. haha eat sleep and then eat some more!! then later on i went to work out with ann =) we walked there. ann forgot her ID and they wouldnt let her in without a picture ID, so we walked all the way back and then back again. hehe that was a work out in itself. oh wellz. that made up for the running that we didnt do. i saw my cousin christine there, so she gave us a ride back. and i actually did some homework last nite. so proud of myself. i also talked to two of my guy cousins about girl problems that they were having. poor guys. it was graces birthday so i called her. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!! it was also my other cousin, david's b-day, so i called him at 12:01. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID =) !! i was supposed to three way with my other cousin, but NO!! he called him first. grrr. i have a lot of cousins!! hehe. yea thats about it

2003-03-03T00:57:00.000-08:00

=) i finally talked to someone last nite or morning actually. i got to sorta say what i wanted to say for awhile, but still i didnt really get to say everything. im not very good at sayin things to people. but im glad i atleast attempted. hopefully we're still good friends and will continue to be. thanx. u really are the coolest guy.

but yea....i havent really blogged for awhile =( im so disappointed in myself. usually i would fill in each day, but this time, i think ill just sum things up. its been an interesting week or two. i tried to stay single for atleast a year, but i guess i couldnt resist. hmm...i dunno if i should put all this in my blog. i think ill be a lil embarassed if he reads it. maybe he wont. ill just take the chance i guess. well yea...remember edward?? well yea...i kinda have to admit that i always thought he was cute. like ever since prom and stuff. but i didnt really like him or anything until maybe i saw him a couple times at school. then i kinda had a crush on him for awhile, but i didnt really do anything about it cause i thought nothin would ever happen, plus his friend danny used to like me and that mite have been weird, and i didnt think he'd like me. but one day after a long time, i decided to ask for his screen name just so we could atleast talk. ahhh...but just my luck. he's like the only person in college that doesnt really go online that much. plus he's always playin video games. so yea he finally went on like a couple days later and we talked a lil. then we started hangin out more. i wasnt sure what he thought about me, even after the whole valentines thing, i still didnt kno. but i guess he DID like me. and i guess one thing led to another. and now we're together!! thats was really fast, but i guess i didnt really notice, cause ive liked him for awhile. =) im happy. its nice having someone special again.

2003-02-25T11:21:00.000-08:00

im so mad!! i did so so bad on my chem midterm!! i shoulda just slept. what's wrong with me?!? i wish i could sleep now, but NO!! i have to go to math at 12 cause i have a midterm for it tomorrow. looks like ill be up again tonite =( im so tired rite now. i need sleep!! and its freakin raining. oh geez...

2003-02-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

im suppose to continue studyin for my chem midterm, but i cant. ive already been up all nite studyin. since like 7 pm. with the occasional breaks here and there. i hope i do okay.

ahhh!! i wanna write somethin here, but i cant!! not yet atleast. i gotta do somethin first. soon soon.

hmm...maybe ill go eat breakfast for the 2nd time since ive been at irvine. good idea!! okay...wish me luck on my midterm tho!!

2003-02-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

today is a special day!!

2003-02-24T18:39:00.000-08:00

i shouldnt be bloggin cuz i have to study, but oh wellz. couple minutes wont hurt. well yea this weekend i stayed in irvine. like my third weekend i think in irvine.

friday:
ahhh!! in class writing. who came up with that idea?!? so gay. well yea, after that everything was ok. i had lunch with my neibor, Hourlim. we chatted at pippin for the longest time about guys and girls. i think for like an hour and a half. crazy. after that...i WAS supposed to bring willbert to Best Buy at like 3. but beeing the super duper lagger he is....we ended up goin at like 6:30. sheesh. but before that, i played some online pool with corey-san. its actually really fun. then off to Best Buy with willbert and edward. dude...it took will like an hour and a half to get a printer. hahaha...after we went to carl's jr. cuz will missed dinner. that was the weirdest drive-thru ive ever seen in my life. the ordering thing and menu was like a mile away. we didnt even see it, so we just pulled up to the pick-up menu. and the guy was like..."next time, go to the thing over there" hahaha....and we were like "where?!?" i couldnt even see it. then me and edward went to shoot pool again. yes!! i won like 4-2. got super lucky. then we and some of his friends went over to the dance thing they had at school to get some pizza, but they ran out =( so we left. but edward made me some bagel bites. good stuff. that nite i drank for like the first time in like a month or somethin. i think i had like 5 or 6 shots. we went back to the dance thing for like 30 minutes. it was alrite. maybe cuz i was so buzzed. when we got back tho. i was fine for awhile. and i think i like blacked out or somethin. cuz i was in the bathroom and i dont even kno how i got there. so weird. i only remember bits and pieces. haha i think edward passed out too. but we finally got up and out of the bathroom and knocked out on a bed. no one really remembers what happened. i asked deanna, but she doesnt really kno either. oh wellz.

ahhh!! gotta go to chem review. ill continue this later.

2003-02-21T03:05:00.000-08:00

i love thursdays!! no class. well there is chem, but i dont go. me and ann had lunch. ehh...food was same o same o. some sort of sandwich and fries. then ann went with me to the bookstore to buy some stuff i needed. then i pretty much stayed in my dorm doin h/w and chattin till about 6ish. then i had korean food with white boy, his jap friend, and my cousin kuo. yummm korean tofu. dang his jap friends is crazy...got a tattoo today all of a sudden. it was weird in white boy's car cause he has a truck and we had three people in the front and i had to be in the middle and it was stick shift!! at first i just squished my legs to one side, but on the way back i had to one leg on each side. hahha that was kinda weird. white boi said somethin to his friend in jap. im pretty sure it was a nasty joke. but i dunno. after that i "tried" doin h/w. but knowin me, that was impossible. then edward came overs and we watched MY SASSY GIRL until just 10 minutes ago. awww...i luv that movie!! its so cute and funny. well yea....sleep time!! tomorrow's gonna be fun!! i hope =)

2003-02-20T01:48:00.000-08:00

today was an alrite day. shoulda went to math class. but i skipped it cause i was hungry =( haha. after lunch i had to do some major h/w. well not with out a quick nap first. it was only a hour long. after that...did h/w from 3 till about 5ish. then i had dinner with ann. haha the black guy that works there is so funny. he like knows all about me and stuff. tonite was pie and icecream nite. good stuff. i saw my lab partner there, so i waited for him to finish so we could go to chem lab. ahhh!! i hate chem lab. its so dumb!! i dont understand what is goin on. grrr. well yea...after that i had to do two chem assignments online. woo hoo!! i actually did them. the last one was tough tho. i asked angelene to help me and we both were nervous about pressing enter. but luckily it was rite =) then i went to the arc. yay!! workin out makes me feel better. i dont feel as lazy and fat. im gonna try goin atleast like 3 or 4 times a week. i saw so many people at the arc. mostly CA people. musta been like 10 people from CA there. i even saw philbert there!! whoa. now thats pretty crazy. well yea. i just took a nice hot shower. ahhh...feels good. i think ill sleep early tonite.

2003-02-19T03:16:00.000-08:00

errr!! people can really make u mad sometimes

2003-02-18T18:07:00.000-08:00

yay!! i did stay home all day yesterday like i said i would. its nice being able to be lazy and lounge around lookin extra crappy and stuff. no one around to make fun of u. oh yea...nice being able to eat watever i want in the fridge. well atleast until my grandparents came home. and then i went over to the chen's house and had dinner. i felt bad cause i didnt eat at home again. my grandpa was getting a lil mad. maybe next week. me and gloria watched JOE MILLIONARE. hahaha..we were so into it!! we were like "no!! dont choose her" and "hahah...stupid ass slut!!" and "eeww...the guy isnt even hot". it was fun watchin it. i liked the ending. it was cool that they got a million dollars at the end. and the guy was smart enough to make a good choice. after that we headed back to irvine. i did so much cleaning when i got back. i straightened out my whole closet. i really really need a bigger closet. i even bought extra drawers, but i need more. ahh!!

today i went to class, well math atleast. when i got back i chatted to people for awhile, but then i got this huge headache and my stomach kinda hurt. i did not feel good at all. i finally woke up around 5ish. phuong was here doin h/w with angelene, so he asked if i wanted to get somethin from tapioca express. and bein the fatass i am, i said ok. i got an almond tapioca milk tea and some spicy chicken. that stuff is good!! yea and here i am now. i dont want to do homework!! so lazy...

2003-02-17T03:36:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!!!...i cant sleep. what's wrong with me?? =(

2003-02-17T02:41:00.000-08:00

valentine's day:
well i was still pretty awake for most of the day. i broke my record. this time i was awake for 40 hours. crazy. kinda wierd, for the past three valentines days, i spent it with corey, my ex. it wasnt just valentines day, but also the day he asked me out and stuff. but this year it was different. there wasnt any corey around. i have to admit that i was sorta sad that he wasnt there to surprise me like he always did. i miss doin special stuff too. oh wellz, single life aint that bad. well anyways. around 3 or so i drove connie and willbert to disneyland. edward came along since we were supposed to hang out for valentines day, just to atleast do somethin. edward was my valentine, hehe maybe he felt sorry for me. i met edward last year at prom. i went with his friend danny to arcadia’s prom, which is where they’re from. edward goes to irvine too. anyways, yea when we got back, me and edward went to shoot pool. it was pretty fun. i still think that he was pretending to try hard, just so i wont look that sucky. i won once and he won once. it was around 6ish so i had to get ready to go home. i packed and stuff and waited for john and steven. the drive home was ok. not too much traffic. we went to church. my oh my. i was so so tired during the meeting. i was falling asleep like crazy. plus i was starving since i didnt eat all day. as soon at the meeting was over, i ran to the food and started piggin out. haha. people were all talkin to me and i was like "umm...dont bother me...im eatin". true pig. after that all of us went to get drinks and chill at Life Plaza. it was fun. we talked about stuff and laughed alot. nice spendin valentines day with my bestest friends. after that i finally headed home to sleep. ahhh...finally...sleep. i fell asleep so quick.

february 15, 2003:
haha i woke up at 3, jeffrey called me tho like around 9 am just cause i told everyone not to call me cause i wanted to sleep in, what a punk!! but i pretty much just layed on my bed watching TV and nappin more till about 5:30. Jessica called me and told me that we were gonna hang out with the mark keppel guys. we were supposed to have a girl's nite out clubbin, but i guess not. so i had to get up and get ready. I went over to jessica’s after and I ate some korean food that her mom made. yummy!! I love korean food. it’s the best. me, jessica, christine, kelly, cathy, and joanne met the guys at life plaza. it was kenny, danny, clarence, and derrick. we were gonna watch a movie, but we were laggin it. damn asians!! always laggin. so we decided to rent a movie from blockbusters and go to my house. it took us forever to get a movie, so we decided to not get one, since the guys said they had to leave around 1. so we just went to my house and watched TV and stuff. what liars!! the guys didnt even leave at 1, they stayed forever!! everyone except kelly stayed till like 5 am playin dumb games. geez!! well after i drove all the girls home, which was about 6 am, i knocked out rite away.

february 16, 2003:
people kept callin me this mornin, but i finally woke up around 3ish. i thought i was gonna stay home and just chill and do homework. but no!! jessica called me and asked if i wanted to go to a bonfire with kenny and his friends, so i said okay. me, jess, kelly, sarah, and joanne drove to bolsa chica. on the way there, this weird thing happened. this car drove next to us for the longest time and this guy kept lookin at us and then he stuck his hand to his head like a gun and stared at us. i dont kno what he was doin. the girls were all scared, but i was like "calm down!!" hehe they're such girlie girls. he continued to drive near us for awhile, but he finally went away. the bonfire was alrite. it was a little weird cause we didnt kno that many people there. we made smores tho. afterwards, us girls decided not to go to the kick back in san marino like we planned, so instead we decided to go to K-town. we went to take those trading card pictures, but they didnt come out so great. jessica was kinda tense since she didnt like the pictures and she was really hungry. haha she really needed to just chill. we went to korean food. yay!! some random things happened there. this bum came in and asked us for money in korean. he was a black guy, speakin korean. this drunk mexican guy also came in and started singin all loud and stuff. sarah wanted to go to Balcony, a pool hall/cafe after, but we were all too tired. so we headed home. and here i am now. and i thought i was gonna have a chill "relazing" weekend at home. hopefully ill stay home ALL day tomorrow to just lounge around and eat dinner with my family for once. so glad there's no school tomorrow. alrity, that enough bloggin. time to sleep!!

2003-02-14T13:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!! =)

yesterday. me and ann ate lunch and then we went to buy valentines day cards and candy. i tried working on my paper, but that didnt really work out too well. then i went to dinner. frank went with me to the CA meeting. i had to participate in the dating game. that was pretty embarassing. they asked questions and made us do dumb things. like eat a banana!! uhhhh. well i didnt get picked, but its ok. haha...well like people blurted out my name when they werent supposed to. that was pretty fun to watch i guess. after that i waited for minh do to come back with my car, so we could all go work out. edward came along this time. it was me, ann, minh do, lawbunz, and willbert. ahhh!! i feel so bad...i kinda blurted out to willbert that connie was gonna bring him to disneyland today. i really thought he already knew. sorriez =( stupid me!! well yea...i stayed up nite writing my paper. i drank a red bull and two frappucinos. the caffeine didnt even help. i kept falling asleep. around 3 am minh do volunteered to keep me company and help me stay awake, but that didnt really happen. instead, he falls asleep on my bed, doesnt wake up when i try to wake him up, and was still sleeping when i got back from class today. geez!! thats not fair. well yea....i had a convo with someone around 6 am that made my day. how cute and sweet!!

oxJiAJiAxo: what are u doin up??
PhATaSsAzN: hey you still up?
oxJiAJiAxo: haha yea
PhATaSsAzN: haha
PhATaSsAzN: i was just checkin
PhATaSsAzN: i was playing video games
oxJiAJiAxo: hehe...ur not sleepin??
oxJiAJiAxo: geez
oxJiAJiAxo: till now?
PhATaSsAzN: yeah, there were some other people up too
oxJiAJiAxo: crazy
PhATaSsAzN: haha yeah
oxJiAJiAxo: i would sleep instead
oxJiAJiAxo: ahh!!...im not even close to being done
PhATaSsAzN: how much more do you have to do?
oxJiAJiAxo: lots
oxJiAJiAxo: like 2 more pages
PhATaSsAzN: is it the final draft?
oxJiAJiAxo: yea
PhATaSsAzN: damn good luck
oxJiAJiAxo: thanx :-\
PhATaSsAzN: haha jp
oxJiAJiAxo: hehe
oxJiAJiAxo: wat time u have class?
PhATaSsAzN: 1
oxJiAJiAxo: lucky
PhATaSsAzN: actually i have it at 8 but i never go to that one
oxJiAJiAxo: haha
PhATaSsAzN: is that coffee keeping you awake?
oxJiAJiAxo: no!!...i had the red bull and 2 coffees...and i was all fallin asleep earlier
oxJiAJiAxo: but now im sorta awake
PhATaSsAzN: well that's cool then
oxJiAJiAxo: but still cant think straight
PhATaSsAzN: haha
PhATaSsAzN: you're gonna stay up until you have class?
oxJiAJiAxo: i guess so
oxJiAJiAxo: what a sucky valentines day
oxJiAJiAxo: oh yea....happy valentines day
PhATaSsAzN: well just think about me
PhATaSsAzN: sleeping
PhATaSsAzN: haha
oxJiAJiAxo: hehe.....not fair
PhATaSsAzN: yeah i'm sorry
PhATaSsAzN: happy valentines day
PhATaSsAzN: you got a valentine?
oxJiAJiAxo: no :'(
oxJiAJiAxo: sux not to have one
PhATaSsAzN: you wanna be my valentine?
oxJiAJiAxo: :-*...haha okayz!!
PhATaSsAzN: haha cool
oxJiAJiAxo: awww....u just made my day!!
PhATaSsAzN: hey that's what i'm here for
oxJiAJiAxo: gee thanx...:-D
PhATaSsAzN: haha
PhATaSsAzN: so what time do you get off of class tomorrow?
oxJiAJiAxo: 12
oxJiAJiAxo: 11:50 to be exact
oxJiAJiAxo: hehe...every minute counts
PhATaSsAzN: haha yeah seriously
PhATaSsAzN: you wanna go shoot pool or something?
oxJiAJiAxo: sure!!
PhATaSsAzN: tite
PhATaSsAzN: i'll give you a call sometime during the day
oxJiAJiAxo: ok :]
PhATaSsAzN: arite well i think i better go to sleep now though
oxJiAJiAxo: hehe alrity....sweet dreamz
PhATaSsAzN: i can't miss any more writing classes
oxJiAJiAxo: yea...that would be bad
PhATaSsAzN: yeah
PhATaSsAzN: arite goodnite valentine
oxJiAJiAxo: goodnite...or mornin actually
oxJiAJiAxo: hehe...nitez valentine!!
PhATaSsAzN: haha bye
oxJiAJiAxo: bye byez
PhATaSsAzN signed off at 5:53:27 AM.

well yea, i guess valentines day isnt gonna be as bad as i thought.

i finally finished my paper around 10am. i even had time to get ready for class. haha...angelene wrote on minh do's hands and legs. payback!! hahahahahaha!!. well rite when i finished my paper, the caffeine hit me...hard too!! i was freakin all hyper in class and even more after. im still hyper!! ahhhhh!! no more caffeine for awhile. okays....that it for now.

2003-02-12T23:07:00.000-08:00

sigh...i keep waiting for this one person to go online so i can talk to them but they're never online!! geez. they're one of the few people in college that dont go online and leave it on all day. sucks!! =( oh wellz. just my luck.

anywayz. today i went to class. it was pouring rain!! and i didnt even have an umbrella. so i relied on my hooded sweater. i guess it kept my hair dry. but i still got really wet. then it started getting really windy!! so scary when its windy. all the trees in the park start blowing and branches start flyin at u and stuff. everytime its windy, i pray that i dont get hit by a flyin branch. that would not only hurt but would also be very embarassing. i had lunch twice. well the second time was with minh do, but all i had was icecream. its hard to resist icecream. i did a lot of homework today, but i still have a lot more. stupid writing. my paper is due friday. ahhh!! im not even close to being done. i also had chem lab today. walkin there, i saw all these worms crawlin on the ground. it was so gross!! eeeeeewww!! there were some pretty big ones too. well yesterday me and ann saw a bunch of snails of all sizes, even ity bity ones. sorta cute. we tried hard not to step on them cause thats sad. but the worms, i tried not to step on them because that would be freakin nasty. hmm....i was gonna work out today....but i guess not. tonite during dinner, norman kept starring at me....i thought it was very awkward. i asked him y and he just kept starring. and then henry started starring. ok?!? plus willbert and frank both scared me twice!! and made me spill my cereal. meanies!! oh yea...they're so inconsiderate. they didnt even bother making room for me or say anything to me. basically ignored me. so i sat by myself at the table next to them. but then vlad came along and then philbert. even philbert was like "what is this, the outcast table??" i think vlad wanted to sit with them, but they told him to sit with me. geez. i wasnt mad, just thought it was such a guy thing to do, inconsiderate guys atleast. i would always make room or sit with the other person somewhere else. whatevers. back to stupid homework =[

2003-02-12T02:33:00.000-08:00

aahhhh....it felt kinda nice having enough rest. thats cause i slept early the nite b4 for once. well at 1:30 am atleast. went to math and took a dumb quiz. it was raining =( stupid rain. i got all wet. i think i should maybe buy an umbrella for once. after that i had lunch with minh do and philbert. then i took a nap on the couch in thier room. hehe i like that couch. i finally got up around 5 or so and asked ann if she still wanted to work out at the arc. she said okay. i also called edward to see if he wanted to go too. he said yes and then called me back and said he had h/w =[ oh wellz. me and ann went to work out. it was wierd. it wasnt raining while we walked to my car, but rite when we got in, it started to pour like crazy. we hoped that it would stop when we got out, but no such luck. we were dreanched just walkin from the parking lot to the arc. geez. well it was a nice workout i guess. after we had dinner. haha....this big black guy that works there was like "where's ur boyz??" since i was only with ann. that was funny. i guess he noticed that i usually come in with the grayhaven guyz. well they eventually came and ate with us. well yea nothin really happened after that. just showered, chatted, and did some homework. time for bed now!!

2003-02-10T23:13:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!!....long time no blog. =[

well ill summarize last week from monday to thursday: class, beach with ann and minh do (tried getting a tan, but didnt really work), working out at the arc ("tryin" to get fit), shoppin (bought two new swimming suits, yay!!)and lots of homework. yupz thats about it.

friday:
mannnn!! we were all gonna go to the beach again, but nooooo, the weather sucked ass!!. stupid clouds. anywayz...instead we went shoppin. wilbert wanted to buy a gift for his special someone for valentines, but he didnt even really look for one. ann bought some cute shoes tho. they were white with silver converse. i liked them =) minh do bought a present for his friend. gee...everyone bought somethin except me. we also went to look at boogie boards, but the ones there were too expensive and not good. after all that. me, john, and steven drove home and went to church. frank was there too. havent seen him for awhile. after church, me and jessica picked up cathy and joanne cause we went over to jessica's friends house. it was pretty fun there. we played mafia and some cool winking game.

saturday:
me, jess, christine, and cathy went to the mall to meet some of thier friends. we were shoppin in this one store, when all of sudden, cathy said we should go clubbin. so we all were like "OKAY!!" so i called stella and audrey up, since i was supposed to hang out with them that nite. so all of went clubbin at soho. except for cathy, she couldnt go =( i bought tickets from connie since she was selling tickets cause it was her sorority throwin the thing. it was me, jess, christine, stella, audrey, dexter, and tim. it wasnt that great there tho. it was so empty and the guys there were kinda weird. haha...this white guy was dancing with me, it was the most boring thing ever!! lucky stella got me out of it. thanx stella!! i also saw jason and justin, ken, and connie there. the club was suckin so we left early. we went to life plaza to get somethin to drink, we were really thirsty. after that we went to this guy's house. i guess it was a kick back or whatever. we saw some people that graduated a couple years ago from south pas. we recognized this one guy named henry at first, but we expect him to kno us. but rite before we said hi, he was like "u're janet and (to stella) u're last name starts with a c rite?" haha...it caught us ofguard. really surprised he knew my name. i think he was in our math class freshman year. anywayz...yea it alrite there. we played cards and stuff. this one guy that lives in taiwan was really drunk and he kept talkin to us in chinese and he kept wanting to take pictures. sorta wierd. we finally left around 5 am. damm. i didnt even sleep till 6.

sunday:
hehe i woke at like 3 pm. then i went to jeffrey's house with my friends. we went to the market and bought food to cook for dinner. we bought so much stuff and it was only like $2 a person. it was pretty fun cooking too. after dinner we watched SWEET HOME ALABAMA. thats the movie with reese witherspoon. she's so cute. the movie was pretty good. after that i did some chem h/w and headed back to UCI with john. angeline was making stars for her b/f, so i helped her make a few. haha her hands were all blue and stuff from the paper.

today:
went to class. then i had lunch with corey, my ex b/f. haha i forgot to save his new number, so when i got there i couldnt call him. i even screamed his name outside of his window, but his music was too loud. so i called ben tsai and asked if he could IM him. luckily that worked. it was cool. nice talkin to him and stuff. after that i went with lawbunz and philbert to the boothes on ring road. me and lawrence bought kettle corn. hehe two big bags for $5. pretty good. then we went to work out at the arc. hopefully the working out pays off. yea and then we had dinner. and then i took a shower. and here i am now. yay!! all caught up.

2003-02-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

so much to say....ahh!!

lets see...

january 30, 2003:
i did sleep early the nite b4. like around 10pm. thats the earliest ive slept in a long time. i had lunch with my cousin that day in westminister or "wesminster" accorinding to minh do. we had viet food...hehe not like we had much choice there. thats all they have. later that day i played cards with minh do. he taught me how to play 13 cards. its a pretty cool game i guess. winner got to bite the loser on the arm. i got bit 3 times!! he only got bit once. we also played a game of frustration. i lost...so i had to run outside in the middle of the lawn and scream "im a loser!!". it was quite embarassing. will and minh do went with me to the CA meeting. there was some buddy auction thing. after that we shot pool at the zot-zone for awhile and played a lil DDR. haha we suck. lawbunz is a maniac at it tho. then that nite, all of us played the "animal game". its this gambling game where there's six animals and three dice with the animals on it. u bet on an animal and dealer shakes the dice. if ur animal comes up on the dice, the dealer pays u how much u bet. hehe it was fun. we were all into it and stuff. i was supposed to do h/w....but that didnt happen. i kept falling asleep everytime i started to read.

january 31, 2003:i woke up all early just to finish h/w and my teacher didnt collect it >[ i hate it when that happens. anyways after class i took a nap cause i only had 2 hours of sleep the nite b4. i woke up finally at like 5 and started packing to go home. finally we left like at 7:30. errr...took forever to leave. it was me, john, steven, connie, and will. dumb!! i hate it when people complain about being tired in the car after they take a nap or whatever. im the one driving!! oh geez. after i dropped all of them off, i went home for dinner. everyone was waiting for me. i felt kinda bad. we had CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE dinner. i was stuck with washing the dishes, mopping the floor, and clearing the tables after dinner. oh wellz...it was worth it. i got so much money that nite. we also gambled. we played the animal game. it was pretty fun. i didnt really lose or win. i broke even.

february 1, 2003:
whoa!! its february. im so used to typin january. anywayz. CHINESE NEW YEAR. woo hoo!! i went to the temple with my mom and had lunch with some of her friends. we went to long beach to visit some people and get some more red envelopes. i love chinese new year. money is good. hehe. we gambled again. well my mom's friend has been tryin to hook me up with his cousin for over a year. ever since this one time at a wedding. that was so freakin embarassing. he made him come over to the table and stuff and made it so obvious. but the thing is....that guy is like 25 years old or maybe even 26. geez!! thats kinda old. my mom didnt even say anything tho. she just kept sayin its up to me. and ever since that. everytime i go over to my mom's friends house. he calls him to come over. but everytime ive left b4 he came. but not this time. the doorbell kept ringing the whole nite...but the one time no one went to answer it....i did. and guess who!! yea...it was the guy. it was weird. and my mom's friend kept finding excuses for him to come over to talk to my mom cause i was rite next to her. so obvious. jason and justin were picking me up so i went outside to wait for them. and while i was outside...the guy was talking to me and stuff. kinda weird. i wonder if he still likes me. even my mom says its weird. his brother used to work for my mom. and i see him like an uncle and stuff. anywayz....i went clubbin that nite at UNION. it was pretty fun. CADC (chinese association dance crew) and some other dance crew from cslb performed. it was good. yea it was fun dancing and stuff. havent done that for awhile. i also saw my cousins wayne and christine there and an old friend, ken from highschool and geena, one of my old friends. yea...i was so exhausted after that. fell asleep in the car.

today:
woke up at like 2. ate a huge lunch. hehe and fell asleep. dude...im so lazy. woke up at 5. did laundry. and went to eat with my friends. no wonder im such a fatass!! hahahaha. today....i did something ive wanted to do for a long time. so proud of myself. but yea...im not gonna talk about it. dont wanna embarass myself.

alrite...time to start on h/w =(

2003-02-01T00:38:00.000-08:00

errrr!!! i typed a whole bunch of stuff and then i accidently closed it. im so mad!! >{ stupid laptops.

anyways HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'S EVERYONE!!

ill type more later. gonna play some DDR with my sis. hehe =P

2003-01-29T20:37:00.000-08:00

january 26, 2003:
monday...went to class and came back and took a nap. then went to the mall real quick for some reason with minh do and lawbunz. i got a bunch of lotion from GAP for like 97cents each. woo hoo!! what a bargain =) but thats all i got there. after the mall it was super crammin for chem nite. john chen helped me alot. what a lifesaver. we also took a break to get some starbucks. i pulled an all niter. but it wasnt even worth it >[

january 27, 2003:errr!! i took my chem midterm. that thing was so freakin hard!! i studied all nite and still didnt do good. i hate my professor. i think everyone else does too. he's such an ass. he yells at people and embarasses them in front of the whole class of like 300 people. no one understands what he says. he was giving us directions and i didnt even kno what he was talking about. dude...and he asked for definitions on the midterm. what kind of chem teacher does that?!? but yea i think i failed...but hopefully so did most people. so im gonna pray for an extremely low curve. after the midterm i took a short nap for like 3 hours. after that, i started on my paper for writing. i went over to grayhavens to do it in the study room. for some reason i can concentrate better there. i wasted alot of time tho. i talked on the phone with like two people for like 2 hours. damm. i wanted pizza so frank and lawrence told me to go to newport to get the huge yet cheap pizzas. errr!! they were closed. i drove all the way there for nothin. and frank kept sayin "are u sure u went to the rite one??" uhhh...yea!! i was gettin a little frustrated.....just a little. anyways i bought myself a sandwhich from albertsons. i like those....they're good and healthy. i also bought some caramel frappuccino and some ben and jerry's icecream. and then i pulled another all niter. sigh.

i finally finished writing my paper...sorta. around 7 am. then i helped minh do with chem. i was so tired. i think i kinda gave him bad attitude cause i was cranky and stuff. haha. sorries. but yea....helping him was makin me frustrated. but i think he kinda understood what i was telling him. i hope. so yea i typed my paper up and ran to class and turned it in. after writing i had my math midterm. ahhhh....i didnt get to study that much for it. i kno i failed that thing. then after that i still couldnt sleep. i had to do my pre-lab write up. plus my computer was being freakin slow and stuff. then off to chem lab it was. it wasnt too bad today. we got out in 2 hours. today is just not my day!! or yesterday!! sigh. well yea atleast im done now. i havent slept for 29 hours!!. i should be all tired and stuff, but im not. im sleeping early tonite for sure tho. make up for those all-niters.

2003-01-26T18:52:00.000-08:00

oh yea i forgot to add. errr!! my mom made some more comments to me. she was looking at me and turned to my cousin and said...."janet does really have a big ass". dude!! like i didnt kno that!! i dont need her to keep reminding me. and then she was like..."hmm maybe its ur pants that ur wearing.....u should try not getting any fatter. ur not THAT fat yet, but getting there". GEE THANX MOM!! and then she said "umm...u highlited ur hair??....i dont like it....makes u look all old." what's wrong with her. cant she ever make good comments?!? i already feel fat and ugly. she just makes it worse =(

2003-01-26T18:30:00.000-08:00

man o man!! i didnt update my blog for a couple a days. and for the person that told me to update my blog....CALM DOWN!! hehe. i hate it when u guys dont put down who u are and stuff. i have no idea who's sayin stuff. like the person who called me stupid. gee thanx!! lets see...where did i leave off...

january 21, 2003:
tuesday, tuesay, tueday....umm what happened tuesday? uhh. i know i went to class. well math atleast. i also had a meeting with my counselor. i got lost. i couldnt find the building and when i finally did. i found out it was the wrong one =( oh geez!! yea nothin too exciting on tuesday. i pretty much stayed in my room all nite after dinner trying to work on my essay. angeline and horlin just laughed at me cause i sat there most of the time just staring at the keyboard.

january 22, 2003:
i went to my classes. then took a nap before chem lab. chem lab that day was sorta hard, but somehow me and my made it
out of there by 8:30, which is an hour and a half early. WE ARE GOOD!! after lab, me and my partner, danny, decided to go eat some chinese food. hehe well i kinda decided. but yea....we ate at O-Shine. he is so spoiled!! he has a silver BMW. it looks all new too, but he said he's had it since he turned 16. but he said he mite be gettin a new M-3 soon and give his car to his lil bro that is about to turn 16. oh my gosh!! they're so spoiled. and he has his own bike too and plannin to buy a new one. errr...and i have a stupid civic. oh wellz. after dinner he dropped me off in the parking lot so i wouldnt have to walk so far. that was so nice of him. some guys should learn from him. i said id walk with him, but he insisted that he walk by himself. thanx danny =) !!

january 23, 2003:
hmm thursday. hehe no class. slept in till like 2. ate lunch with minh do and phil. i kinda missed ann's birthday so i decided to just celebrate it a little late. i went to marie calendars to buy a pie. but i couldnt decide which pie, so i got two of them. i got a kahlua cream cheese pie and a french apple pie. i wanted a strawberry one but they didnt have any. after that i went to the CA meeting. i was like forty minutes late tho. oops. no one was really there that day. well we were goin to have a bonfire at corona del mar. but before that...me, justin (white-boy justin), and mike went to in n out to get some food. the bonfire was alrite. i made my first smore. well mike kinda made it for me. thanx =) kuo and some other guys decided to run into the water in their boxers. crazy guys. we were all standing around when kuo panssed ray. oh my!! EVERYTHING was exposed. eeww!!. how embarassing. well yea. after that i went to albertson's to get candle's for ann's pies. all the guys at grayhavens and i sang happy birthday to her. she was happy. i hope. oh yea, ann has a boyfriend now. ooohh!! hehe. how cute. after that i attempted to do my writing homework. i gave up tho. mostly cause i had techinical probs with my computer. i hate computers!!

january 24, 2003:
ahhh!! i woke up late for my writing class. thats so bad. my alarm didnt go off for some reason. that always happens. sigh. well i went to math tho. and i even had a personal meeting with my writing professor later on that day. i was scared. i didnt want him to yell at me for not goin to class. it was ok tho. all he said was..."oh yea, u werent in class" and that was the end of it. got all scared for nothin!! well i was sittin in my room after that. first my roomate khorxin came back and went to take a nap. then angeline and her boyfriend lester came back and went to take a nap too. so i was like, hmm...i guess ill take a nap too!! hahahahha....my gosh!! angeline and lester are so funny!! they both snore so loud. i mean REALLY REALLY loud. it was like a competition or something. one person tho, i couldnt tell who, was goin all crazy. it was so loud!! haha...i told them about it after they woke up and stuff. they wouldnt admit to being the loud one. after that me and john went to starbucks and del taco before we headed home. i went to church. it was nice seeing everyone. after church, arthur taught me some more guitar. then i met jess, jeffrey, christine, chris, david, and some of jeff's friends at life plaza. me, jess, and christine took sticker pictures there.

january 25, 2003:
i finally got an oil change and washed my car!! thanx to david hehe. i needed both of those things real bad. everyone was goin to winterformal that day, so us that didnt go went to see them before they left. i also got to play with jonathan's skateboard. haha...i suck. me, david, and john had dinner with john's family. after dinner we went over to my friend izumi's house. me, david, john, izumi, tomomi, and this guy from japan, kyogi went to see a movie. we saw DARKNESS FALLS. ahhh!! i was so scared throughout the whole movie. i screamed many times. but there was this one time when this cat jumped out of no where and i was the only one that screamed. izumi said i sounded like a cat too. everyone in the theater laughed at me. that movie was kinda dumb but freakin scary. we went back to izumi's house after. her mom made us some good curry and salad. i was still kinda scared from the movie.

hmm...today i went to this family thing for lunch. then i went to target to buy some plastic storage drawer things for my dorm room. me and janice also went to buy some boba for us and my aunt and my other sister. and here i am now. im have to go to another family dinner soon. like in ten minutes or so. so many family things. geez.

2003-01-21T17:31:00.000-08:00

hahahahaha!!!! scootering can be dangerous.

oxJiAJiAxo: hey
oxJiAJiAxo: didnt u go to class??
chou x chou 3 12: i went scootering wit lawbuns
chou x chou 3 12: to class
oxJiAJiAxo: oh
chou x chou 3 12: and he fell
chou x chou 3 12: and his jeans ripped on the sides
chou x chou 3 12: hahahha
oxJiAJiAxo: hahaha....fall bad??
oxJiAJiAxo: wow!!!
oxJiAJiAxo: oh geez!!
chou x chou 3 12: and his bare white leg showed
chou x chou 3 12: ahahah and boxers too
chou x chou 3 12: HAHAHAHHAh
oxJiAJiAxo: i my gosh
chou x chou 3 12: its hilairous
chou x chou 3 12: lol
chou x chou 3 12: heso k
oxJiAJiAxo: were people around??
chou x chou 3 12: hes ok
chou x chou 3 12: yes
chou x chou 3 12: a lil
oxJiAJiAxo: ahh!!
oxJiAJiAxo: how sad
chou x chou 3 12: hes ok

poor lawbunz!!

2003-01-21T03:38:00.000-08:00

y is my blog not working rite now?!? errr...

2003-01-21T03:04:00.000-08:00

hmm....well today i basically went shopping all day. like always. we were gonna eat korean bbq buffet for lunch. but i had to do something before that, so me and jessica didnt make it ontime, but ill talk about that later. i was so hungry at the mall so i got two pretzels from auntie anne's. hehe and a fruit drink. such a fatty. i looked like one too!! carrying it around and eating at the same time. i got the jalapeno and the almond w/ caramel dip. it was good. mmm. haha. something funny also happened. me and my friend jessica were walking by this cell phone booth. this guy that works there was like:

guy: hey!! u girls want some phones?!?
us: no, we already have phones
guy: well come over and look at the phones anyways or come check this guy out atleast, he's single (pointing to his co-worker)
us: haha....!!!

nice pick up line i guess. hehe. funny stuff. i guess they were bored. i would be. no one is ever interested in getting a phone there.

after the mall we went over to the chen's house for dinner. it was pretty good. we also had tiramisu that david brought. that was ok. not the best tho. then me and john picked up steven and headed off back to irvine. it was a pretty quick trip. 35 minutes or so. when i got back i tried doin my writing h/w, but i suck at writing!! so i stopped and chatted and did other things instead. im so bad. i need to concentrate more. oh wellz...i still have tomorrow to finish it. i also needa learn how to sleep early.

hehe rite now minh do is showing all these ugly and embarassing pictures of me. eeeeww!! i look so gross!! !!DELETE THEM!!

hahaha...oh my goodness!! my roomate angeline and her b/f lester are both snorring rite now. one of them is way louder....im not sure who tho. i think its lester. how cute. lucky i have a high tolerance for noise when i sleep.

2003-01-21T02:25:00.000-08:00

“The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naïve forgive and forget; the wise forgive, but do not forget.” -anonymous

hehe i saw that quote somewhere. i like it. very true =)

i guess i am wise then...cause i always forgive, but i never forget.

2003-01-20T01:43:00.000-08:00

sigh....i think i ruined someone's day today. but i hope it doesnt ruin our friendship. i really hope we can become even better friends and never drift apart. im so so sorry. thanx for understanding tho. ur the coolest =)

i felt the need to talk to someone, so i called an old friend up. i told him about my life and how ive been lately. it was nice talking to him, but he reminded me of some things which made me sad and mad. he said im bad at showing my true emotions and i like to hide what i really feel and that i was a good liar. he said i have a low self esteem and that im way too nice sometimes. what's wrong with being nice?? he says i need to just learn to let go of things and to forget some of my past. its not that easy!! things happen to u and it sticks with u. u cant just erase it. they really hit u hard. thanx for the talk tho =). i really wish there was some kinda thing that would go to ur brain and suck out whatever bothered u. damm....i wish i could put everything down here. but i cant.

well anyways...i met some of my other friends later on. we went to brea mall. i bought some new earrings and stuff. after that we hung out at jeffrey's house for awhile. we were gonna have korean bbq buffet for dinner, but we found out it was too expensive. man...i was looking forward to it too. we mite go there for lunch tomorrow tho =) we ate at some chinese restuarant instead. it was alrite i guess. but korean bbq woulda been so much better. after dinner we got drinks at life plaza. me and jessica got passion fruit crystal iced tea. really good stuff. u should try it sometime, hehe whoever is reading this. we also tried to take sticker pictures, but the stupid machine was messed up and didnt even work rite. we got a refund, but the lady wouldnt let us take anymore pics. stupid lady. well yea...im happy for jessica. her love life is finally beginning. hehe well atleast i think so. she's starting to not be so scared anymore. i remember this one comment she made awhile ago. it was so cute. she said "i never even kissed or held hands with a guy.....well except when we have to hold hands during church". hehe. well hopefully her first kiss and holding hands experience is with someone special. well yea...everyone headed home after that.

2003-01-19T14:42:00.000-08:00

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2003-01-19T14:41:00.000-08:00

yesterday. well ben tsai finally woke up like around 3 or so. but he didnt call me till about 5. he came over to help me with chem. yay!! i passed. thanx ben tsai!! =) well we ate at pippins before we left. the drive home was so so long. there wasnt bad traffic, but a lot of cars, so semi trafffic. i was kinda sleepy. i dropped ben off at his house in san marino. rich town. after that i headed back home. mannnn.....guess what my mom said to me =(

me: hi mom.
mom: ur face got fat.
me: what?
mom: have u gained weight or have u been sleeping too much?
me: i dunno =(
mom: i could tell from ur face that u gained weight.
me: uh....thanx.

dammit. my mom is so honest. sux coming home to sux comments. i guess no more eating for me. or hehe like my friend jeff said. "no more recreational eatin, just eat for food". fifteen minutes later during dinner:

me: ah ma. (to my grandma) mommy said my face got fat. did it?
grandma: hehe yea. (instant response)
me: oh geez
grandma: u didnt come home for two weeks and u got fat?? what have u been eating??
me: i dunno. ive been to a lot of birthday dinners i guess.
my whole family: hahahaha
me: (just sit there kinda sad, quietly)

all that happened in chinese tho ofcourse.

after dinner i took a nap. i was so tired for some reason. i woke up around 1 am. i played some video games and ddr. then i chatted online till like 4 am. hehe what a loser i am. im a loser and a fatass =( i also had this weird convo with my ex. hehe. he's such a big freak!! oh my.

2003-01-18T16:01:00.000-08:00

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january 16, 2003:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILBERT!!
let's see if i remember what i did...hmm. chem was my only class that day. but i didnt go. i studied tho. for three whole hours!! so proud of myself. after that i went to the mall to buy a present, but i couldnt find anythin. it was will's b-day, so i went to Marie Calendar's and bought him a mudd pie. i remember the day before, he was so into the mudd pie in the cafeteria. thats y i got him that. after that i headed off to the CA meeting. it was a pretty fun meeting. we had family feud. there was like six competitions between the families. i think there was like 8 families. i was in albie's family. the competions were: soy-bean milk chuggin, boba spitting, chubby bunny (stuffing as many gaint marshmallows in ur mouth as possible), hungry hungry chinese people (like hungry hungry hippo, but using chopsticks), DDR, and pool. i did the boba spitting. i sucked. i only got one hit. when we went to the ZOT Zone to do our DDR and pool competitions, i saw minh do, philbert, hideo, and lawbunz there. i hung out with them afterwards. i shot pool with them for awhile. after that we went back to grayhavens to give wilbert the pie. after that, me, wilbert, connie, and lawbunz went to albertsons and In & Out. yumm!! we also bought a number one for minh do. lawbunz and wilbert decided to get minh do back for all the times he poured salt in thier drinks. they put lots of salt, pepper, and ketchup in his dr. pepper. so gross.

January 17, 2003:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM!!
yesterday was a up and down day. my internet wasnt working in the morning and i had class, so that was a down. on the way back i saw a friend, so that was an up. when i got back, i received a voice-mail from the housing lady sayin that i have a computer copyrite violation thing and she had to talk to me about it. they shut off my internet!! =( i was so mad. that was super duper major down!! i finally reached the lady. we set up a meeting at 4 pm. i went to go talk to her. she said that i have pirated games like DOOM and PACMAN and stuff on my computer. i was like "WHAT?!?, I DONT EVEN PLAY GAMES!!" someone hacked into my computer i guess and uploaded games onto it for other people to download from. well atleast she believed me and told the guy to turn my internet back on. all i had to do was erase the files and set up a password, so people cant get into my computer. she said she usually puts people on some kind probation thing, but since i didnt have anything to do with it, she just made a note of it on my profile. after that i got ready to go to PAM's birthday thing. jason picked me up around 7:30 and we went to south coast plaza to get her a gift. we got her a paul frank beanie and cute paul frank underwear. we got it wrapped at papyrus. haha. they put some gigantic bow on it. it was huge!! we had dinner at BUCA di BEPPO. yum yum!! the food was so good. we had bread that u dip in olive oil and vinergar, caesar salad, garlic bread, two kinds of pizza, ravioli, spaghetti, good chicken, mashed potato, and tiramisu. everything was so so so good!! after that we just went over to zhen's apartment. they gambled and stuff. zhen is this guy from CA that looks exactly like my cousin Howard. its so weird how they look alike. kinda scary. when i got back, i went over to grayhavens to give minh do my camera so he can use it for snowboarding today. i also looked at the new gear he and wilbert bought. i woulda gone with them but im broke, my stuff is at home, and plus they were goin at 5 in the mornin. maybe next time. hope they have lots of fun.

rite now im at irvine still. im planning to go home. im kinda waiting for ben tsai since im driving him home too. i think he's still sleeping. hehe lazy bum. i wonder what ill do today.

2003-01-18T14:40:00.000-08:00

testing somethin

2003-01-15T21:35:00.000-08:00

now i have a xanga site too!! go look at it. it has pictures and stuff.

january 14, 2003:
i spent most of the time tryin to figure out how to use special stuff on blog. but nope!! it dont work!! so i decided to create a xanga site. its so so so much easier!! i could post pictures...links....comments...and all that good stuff. well yea...kinda wish i had everything on one site tho. i did chem h/w later on and also helped minh do do his. U BETTER START LEARNING ON UR OWN!! i felt like his mom or somethin. i had to keep sayin "do ur h/w" and "pay attention" and "stop playin around" and other demanding stuff. i tried helpin him with his essay, but that was so hard. i had to do my essay too. plus it didnt help that wilbert kept coming in and farting. he musta farted like ten times or somethin. haha. we also took some breaks to play cards. loser had to do pushups. wilbert had to do like 200 of them. he sucks at big 2. we also played high-card. i lost once. it was so hard for me to do ten pushups. i have no muscles whatsoever.

today. i almost didnt wake up in time for writing class. my roomated angeline had it worse tho. she woke up 30 minutes after her chem lab started. she almost didnt go at all. but she lucked out. the teacher didnt even notice she was late. she just slipped into another group and let them handle everything. anyways...yea i was a little late for class, but atleast i still made it. i went to the library today BY MYSELF on my OWN FREE WILL. i studied for like 2 hours. im so proud of myself. i also had chem lab again today. actually thats where i just came from. it wasnt hard, but i forgot to write the procedure in my notebook, so it took me forever to copy all of it down. thank goodness for my lab partner. id never pull through without him. i dont like the chem labs. the directions are so confusing, plus my TA is such an idiot. he doesnt even kno anything. im really hungry rite now. i didnt eat anything all day =( i think im gonna go find something to eat rite now.

adios amigos =)

2003-01-14T14:44:00.000-08:00

just testing somethin...

2003-01-14T13:13:00.000-08:00

sigh....i didnt go to my chem class again today. what's the point?....i dont understand what he is sayin....i cant read his writing....and i get soooo sleepy. well maybe i will go next time, but not until i read the book myself and understand stuff ahead of time. so today i only had 15 minutes of class. a math quiz and im done for today. woo hoo!!! ill be studyin and doin h/w pretty much all day tho =( oh wellz.

let's see....yesterday...
january 13, 2003:
i went to all my classes!! my writing teacher called on me for the first time. i got nervous as usual. i think my face turned red like always. but atleast i was paying attention at the time, so i knew what to say. it was hard stayin awake tho through writing and math. after class i took a nap. hehe my daily naps. i had chem lab lecture at 5 pm so i woke up and went to class. i was kinda lost, so i just followed some people that looked like they were going to the same place. hehe lucky me. i was rite. that woulda been bad if they went somewhere else. i wanted to eat after class, but NO...!! some people wanted to go work out at the ARC. it took forever for them to get ready. it was me, minh do, willbert, frank, lawbunz, daniel, and henry. i wish i had more time to work out even though i was hungry and tired. we were only there for like 45 minutes because we had to rush back to pippins on time. parking was hard too, so that didnt help. i worked out my legs and butt ofcourse haha on the bike and the stairmaster thing. i also worked my abs on the machine where u twist side to side. i like that thing. i wanted to run, but no time. i really needa work out more. getting just a little fat here and there. after dinner we all watched this one korean movie called "friends" on phil's computer. i was gonna do h/w....but couldnt resist watchin the movie. i also did my and minh do's laundry at the same time. first time i did laundry at school. the movie was about these four good guy childhood friends. two of them became gansters and the other two went on to college and stuff. one ganster guy killed the other ganster because of some misunderstandings and plus they didnt consider eachother as friends anymore. he goes to jail and stuff. pretty sad =( kinda depressing. after the movie minh do wanted to drop his car off at his aunts house, so i went with him. i was hungry, so i asked if we could go get some LEE's Sandwiches. i asked other people if they wanted some too and they said yes. so all together we bought 9 sandwiches. for me, minh do, frank, willbert, connie, and lawbunz. me and minh do also got some flan. sandwhich was mmm mmm good. i ate 1 and 1/3 sandwiches. i wish they opened a LEE's Sandwhiches around here. i would go there so much. i havent eaten my flan yet, but i will later on. hehe me and minh do brought our scooters, so we scootered back from the far far parking lot. good thinking minh do. its so much faster. oh yea!! on the way back from getting the food. we drove through the scary part of CAMPUS Dr. eee....it was super foggy. we couldnt see anything and minh do decided to scare me more by stopping on the side and turning the lights off and opening my window and saying scary stuff!! oh my goodness!! i was so freaked out!! i didnt even want to look at anything so i grabbed on to his sweater and stuck my face in it. he made me look up a couple times after he started driving. ahhh!! so scary. i think i kinda had a few tears. i cant believe i drove through there once by myself last time. how did i do it?!? i think i almost cried when i did that last time. im such a chicken =( what's wrong with me? that reminds me....jon truong also opened the windows last time on Halloween. i was scared that time too. people love to scare me!! im not sure if i wanna go through that street anymore. especially with meanies that like scaring me. u guys suck!! hehe i'll get u back...u just wait.

alrite studyin time..

2003-01-13T13:47:00.000-08:00

january 11, 2003:
i woke up around 1 pm. me, minh do, phil, and cj had to rush to get to pippins on time before they closed. i pretty much sat around all day. felt so lazy. i even took a nap or two. i was goin to go to target to buy more plastic shelves for my room, but oh wellz. i let phil and cj borrow my car, so they could go out to eat. lucky guys....they ate korean food again. i coulda gone paintballing that morning, but i dont think there was any way i coulda woken up that early. plus im too scared. that nite all of us went to hooters. hehe HOOTERS!! there was other people there from like mesa courts too. we had like 30 people or somethin. i dont even kno what the big deal was. the food wasnt that great and freakin expensive too. $3 bucks for a soda!! henry treated us to chicken wings tho, so that was cool. thanx henry =) the girls there werent even pretty and thier bodies werent even nice. what a sucky place. hehe. not that it matters to me. just think guys would be dumb to go there. i guess if there were good looking girls, then i would understand. after that we went back to grayhavens. there was some gamblin and some drinkin and even some lap dancing!?! hehe i dunno. i didnt take part in any of it. just watched. the nite ended kinda crazy tho. it was last game of blackjack....minh do vs cj. all i gotta say is 70 bucks!! damm...i would have a heartattack. after all that craziness i went to sleep at around 6 in the morning.

january 12, 2003:
crazy!! i got out of bed at like 4:30 pm. jason was picking me up at around 5:15 or 5:30 to go to the VIBE thing. i had to get ready so fast. plus minh do wasnt helpin....punk. hehe. anyways, i went to this thing called VIBE. it was so cool!! it was a dance competition. there were like 13 groups that competed and performed. wow!! they were so good. i enjoyed almost every single performance. i wish i could dance like that =( both groups from UCI won for both categories, so that was cool. this guy named Ray from CA also won some rims. he should have...he bought like 10 raffle tickets!! oh yea! there was this one little boy that danced in the all guy group. he was only like 8 years old or somethin. SO CUTE!!! i wanna kidnap him. he was such a good dancer!! not just for a kid, but for anyone. after that we went to eat. jason's car had seat warmers...OH YEA!! we had chinese food. i was so so hungry. first meal of the day and all. we also had some tapioca. havent had that in awhile. i got a almond tapioca milk tea. yummy. good stuff. after that we headed home. jason ran like two redlights!! you're crazy jason!! i went to get my car keys from minh do's room so i could go re-park my car. him, willbert, and philbert were trying to pretend that they were mad at me. wierdos. hehe. too bad it didnt work. they said they were mad cause i didnt invite them to the VIBE thing. geez. im so sorry guys =( i showed jason my room. nothing too exciting about my room. and then he headed home. thanx jason for inviting me and the ride and stuff...etc.etc.=) my roomate angeline made some cookies and she gave me some. thanx angeline!! =) so nice and thoughtful. i played with my webcam for awhile. sent some stuff to minh do. that thing is pretty cool. thanx david for the cool christmas present (the webcam). sigh...and then it was time for homework. stupid homework.

2003-01-11T18:14:00.000-08:00

january 9, 2003:
i swear i intended to go to my chem class at 9:30. i guess i accidently pressed the off button instead of the snooze. i woke up at 10. too late. i felt kinda bad. i was supposed to drive wilbert to the mall so he could buy connie a b-day gift at 3pm, but connie wouldnt leave, so we ended up going at like 4 instead. we had to kinda rush it because wilbert and lawbunz had class at 6. willbert had the hardest time. he expected me to pick out something for him. first he wanted clothes, then all of sudden he wanted to get this one thing. we couldnt find an affordable one, so we decided to leave and go to fry's the next day. on the way back, we saw a Best Buy, so we went in. will didnt find the thing there either, but i ended up buying a new printer. who knew that the printer did not come with a cable thingy!! stupid people. why cant they just include it. GEEZ!! but yea i needed it, so philbert let me borrow his. that night i also went to the CA (Chinese Association) meeting. it was nice seeing everyone there. havent seen them since ski trip. after the meeting we went ice-blocking. thats where u sit on a block of ice and slide down the hill. at first i thought it wouldnt work because the blocks were so small. i went down the hill three times with pam. it was pretty fun. i was kinda scared tho. after that, me, pam, jason, justin, kevin, and zhen went to eat at Del Taco. philbert and minh do and daniel went to the airport to pick up philbert's bestest friend CJ. his real name is actually justin jang. i have no idea why they call him CJ. anyways yea, i met him and we all ate Del Taco. again. minh do bought me this huge burrito and i actually finished it. damm...i could not move after that. i did homework while they gambled. minh do lost 35 bucks in coins. crazy!! oh yea...lawbunz got me a piglet thing. its really soft and cute. THANX LAWBUNZ!! =)

january 10, 2003:
thursday...i had the worst morning ever =( i stayed up the nite before till 6 am doing writing homework. i was too tired so i went to sleep and decided to wake up at 8 am so i could finish the stuff i didnt finish. i must have been way too tired or something because i did not even hear my alarm go off at all. i know i set it and everything. my roomate woke up, so i thought "hmm...maybe i should just see how much longer i have to sleep". and what do u know!! it was 10 am!! my class starts at 11. so i was freaking out the whole time about what to do. and with my luck....my printer didnt work either. i even spent most of the night before setting the damm thing up. angeline helped me print my stuff out on her computer. thanx again =) i practically ran to class. i thought i was gonna be late, but i wasnt even close to being late. the worst part....my teacher didnt even collect any of the homework!! errr!! i was so mad. all the frustration and lack of sleep i went through. sigh...i was too mad to go to math class after that, so i just went back to my room. i ate lunch with minh do, philbert, and CJ. after that, me, minh do, wilbert and CJ headed went to fry's to find the thing that wilbert wanted to buy. after the long long analyzing, wilbert decided to buy a bracelet instead. so we went to Brea mall. couldnt find a nice bracelet, but we did find a super nice Coach purse. it was black and silverish. i liked it a lot. wilbert borrowed my car that night to bring connie to dinner. how sweet. hehe. what would willbert have done without me. he even made me call in to make the reservations. me, minh do, CJ, and ann went to eat korean food. it was so good. i wanna eat it again. we were gonna go karaoke-ing, but people got lazy. so we all ended up just drinking again at grayhavens. my friend jon and eugene and this girl named kalin came over too from mesa courts. man...was jon drunk. he was so messed up. i felt bad for him. you ok jon?? it was pretty fun tho. i also got connie a b-day cake. the cake was good. if i knew better i would stay away from grayhavens. crazy stuff always happens there. so much drinking and stuff. but i guess i dont know better, so greyhavens it is. haha. ben tsai also got me a pooh bear for my b-day. THANX BEN TSAI!! =) i hope no one remembers what happened last night with the me and connie thing. shhh....dont say anything for u guys that do remember.

2003-01-09T03:07:00.000-08:00

today was lawbunz's birthday. yesterday actually. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAWBUNZ!!

wednesday is my busiest day. i had writing, then math, then chem discussion, which all ended by 2 pm. but thats not it!! i had chem lab from 6-8 pm. its supposed to be from 6-10 pm tho. i took a nap around 3 and woke up at 5. today was the first time i ate by myself!! its kinda wierd at first. although, henry saw me and sat next to me after awhile, so i wasnt alone the whole time. i ate dinner so so early. 5 o'clock!! who eats at 5?? anyways, i headed to chem lab after. my lab partner's name was danny wei. he was pretty cool. we had the hardest time with our stupid lab. the directions were so unclear. after class, me and ann decided to go buy lawbunz a cake from albertsons. we bought him a snickers flavored cake. we wrote on it ourselves. then we waited for him to come back from pool. we snuck into the study room and got everyone else in there. i told him to come inside and we surprised him. hahaha....we got those trick candles. those suckers really did not want to go out. we were afraid the smoke alarm or sprinklers would go off. the cake was pretty good. minh do at the most. it was funny watching him eat it. he stuffed a bunch in his mouth. i played a couple games of frustration with ann and minh do. the game with ann took forever. i cant believe i lost to minh do. what a cheater!! uses both hand at once. will and minh do wanted to have another one of thier wierd competitions again. they wanted me to sock them for 15 seconds on the stomach. i duno. weird. it was gross. after i punched will, a piece of skin came off my knuckle. ouch! haha and got an will's shirt. eewww. oh yea! today i found out that ann and i are gonna live together next year. yay!! im excited. its gonna be cool. i also found out that my roomate angeline has the same exact car as me. weird huh? phil also did this cool dance for us. hehe. he also did his laundry. proud of him. =)

2003-01-08T02:00:00.000-08:00

january 7, 2003:
finally...after this ill be caught up. for now atleast. well yea, today i had class till 1 pm again. after that i sat around for awhile. then me and my roomate angeline went to buy supplies for chem lab at the bookstore. on the way there i saw jason, pam, and justin. (i met them from the ski trip). pam dyed her hair redish purple-ish. i liked it. looked nice. very unique. i pretty much sat around all day. i did do some homework tho. finished chem h/w for wednesday, with the luck of angeline. thanx =) i had dinner with phil and minh do. minh do had to leave in a hurry tho cause he was goin to watch a movie with some other people. so it was just me and phil. we had a nice chat about christianity. after dinner i sat around again and talked to some people. oh yea!! haha....my neighbor, hourlin got me a b-day present. its the most random gift ever. he got me a gallon of water?!? hehe thanx hourlin =) ur so funny.

i was just talking to my good friend stella from back home. HI STELLA!!! =) cant forget to mention u in my blog.

alrite...all caught up....time to sleep now. GOODNITEZ

2003-01-08T01:44:00.000-08:00

i need to catch up!!

january 6, 2003: first monday of the new quarter. it wasnt too too bad. class was over at 1pm. i saw my friends maria on the way back to my dorm. she was locked out of her car. so i hung out with her for awhile. after that i took a nap. i had dinner with a friend and went to target and finally bought a blowdryer. this time i actually asked someone where it was. arent u proud of me minh do?? haha. the highlite of my day:

Jeff M Chou: weirdo
oxJiAJiAxo: ur the weirdo
Jeff M Chou: yea rite
oxJiAJiAxo: yea rite u are!!
Jeff M Chou: no yea rite u are
oxJiAJiAxo: u are im not!!
Jeff M Chou: yeaqh right i am you are!
Auto response from oxJiAJiAxo: taking a shower :-D
Jeff M Chou: yeah right!
oxJiAJiAxo: no yea rite u are am i!!!
oxJiAJiAxo: !!!
Jeff M Chou: no i am right you arent you are yeah right righ!
Auto response from oxJiAJiAxo: shower power!!! :-P
Jeff M Chou: yeah right!
oxJiAJiAxo: no i am rite you arent i are yea rite rite rite!!!
Jeff M Chou: yeha right whater i am youa re yeah right i am right right right you yeah LEFT!
oxJiAJiAxo: yea rite whatever i am you are yea rite i am rite rite rite i yea left rite left!!!!!
oxJiAJiAxo: u stop it rite now u stink yea u do now yea rite yea!!!
Jeff M Chou: right left you are i'm right yeah right you're left right i am yeah right you yeah right forward!
oxJiAJiAxo: lol!!!
oxJiAJiAxo: my roomate thinks im a wierdo now
oxJiAJiAxo: cause im laughing out loud like crazy!!!!!!!!
Jeff M Chou: shutup you stink yesudoyeah irght you yes stink you do you knee chower de powder you dong know yeah right!
Jeff M Chou: heheheh
Jeff M Chou: right!

we're such wierdos!!! sorry if everyone else doesnt think that was funny. i couldnt hold my laughter in. so i bursted out laughin suddenly, while my roomate was doin her h/w in the room. it was kinda embarassing. she must think im crazy.

oh yea!..speaking of roomate. i now have a new roomate. it is now me, angeline, and this new girl: KHORXIN. jenny couldnt stay this quarter =( sucks for her. ill miss her. khorxin is an exchange student from singapore. she's nice. ill get to kno her better.

2003-01-08T01:12:00.000-08:00

january 5, 2003:
my oh my!! i woke up at 4 pm that day. what is wrong with me?!?? anyways...after that i took a shower and got ready for the family gathering thingy. dinner was good i guess. all that chinese food, like: shark fin soup, chicken, more chicken, veggies, lots of noodles, and tofu. after that i went to my friends jeffrey's b-day dinner thing. it was a surprise party, but i had to be late cause of the family thing. the day before, john told me it was at rowland heights, so i drove all the way there before i found out it was back in alhambra. what a waste of time. its ok. i dont blame u john. just lack of communication and lots of confusion. thats all. at the place we took some cool pictures on this high-tech phone with a webcam on it. they were so funny. after that, john's dad made us go back to UCI. i got to change my chem lab time from fridays 6-10 pm to wednesdays 6-10 pm...im happy about that.

2003-01-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

err....i forgot to continue my blog

january 2, 2003:
this was move-in-day. i was suppose to meet my friends at BOOMERS in irvine, so we could have fun together, but no!! i took the whole day just to pack all my clothes and stuff. whats wrong with me?!? well yea, i finished packing at like 7 pm i think. too late for boomers. i needed a blowdryer to bring to irvine, so i went to target to find one. i couldnt find it and i didnt feel like askin anyone, so i left. what a loser!! haha. i ate dinner at home and then headed off to minh do's house, so we could drive to school together and help eachother unload. i have never seen so much stuff packed in a car before!! his car was completely full of stuff. front passenger seat, back seats, and trunk!! oh my goodness. that was funny. minh do is worse than a girl =P my stuff only took one trip. his stuff took like 5 or 6 trips, with the help of others too!! crazy. after we were done i met my friends at the BLOCK for dinner. it was Jeffrey's B-day. i already ate, so i ordered myself some dessert. yumm. before i knew it, it was my b-day. whoa. after dinner i came back to irvine. i stopped by grayhavens first. i gave minh do his b-day present. stupid me!! im so retarded!! i left the price tag on again!! hope he liked his gift tho. he was being stubborn at first about taking the gift. wilbert and connie got me gifts too. wilbert got me candy. connie got me a cute pig keychain and a picture frame. thanx u guys =)

january 3, 2003:
i turned 19. it was also my cousin KUO's b-day too. happy birthday kuo!! i had class that day, but only two. my chem lab from 6-10 pm was cancelled so everything was good. minh do treated me to dinner at the MACARONI GRILL for my b-day. it was really really good. especially the mussels and shrimp. minh do insisted that they sang to me. this guy sang happy b-day to me in italian. haha. and i got a chocolate cake. THANX MINH DO!!!! that nite there was another drinking party at grayhavens. oh my!! so many people. musta been like 40 or so. thats a lot for dorms. it was fun until this one drunk guy decided to go crazy. there was a fight. man...that guy was out of control. the RA's walked by and heard everything and called the cops. the cops came and stuff. no one really got in trouble. well maybe one person did, but not severe trouble. after that, i was so so tired. i just went to sleep.

january 4, 2003:
i didnt wake up till 1pm. i headed back to alhambra at around 4pm to eat dinner with my friends and my mom and my sisters. at the last minute my mom said she couldnt make it because she had to go to a meeting or whatever, so she told me to pay for it first and she'll pay me back. fine with me i guess. although, she didnt pay me back yet =( anyways, we ate at Charlie's Trio. the food was good, atleast mine was. david bought me cake. thanx david!! thanx everyone else for the presents!! i liked them. i got some pretty good cash from the family too. thanx family!! hehe. after that david and his friend's decided to go to MIYAGI's in Hollywood, which is a restaurant/bar/club. david made us get all dressed up for nothing. we didnt make it there ontime =( we parked our car so far and had to walk in a wierd environment. has anyone ever walked down sunset on a saturday nite?!? its pretty crazy. i swear, people just stand around and watch other people go by. the traffic there was also crazy. so many people in thier loud cars. i guess it was fun just being there. we finally decided to go to this one guy's apartment. some of us drank. ive been drinking too much. no more drinking for awhile.

im sleepy...ill continue this manana

2003-01-04T23:37:00.000-08:00

oh geez!!! im 19 now!!! i feel kinda old. my last year being a teen. sigh.

anywayz...

new years day:
i went to the mall with some friends two of my cousins, david ly and david lam. david lam forgot his glasses, so i got to drive the izusu trooper. it was quite fun. after the mall we headed to the airport to pick up my cousin helen and her ex-b scottie. they just got back from hong kong. i hate the airport!! driving there is so frustrating. i was so tense and everything cause this one secuirity guy kept telling me to move while i was trying to. my mom also called me and we got in this argument thing (which does not happen much). i was so mad =( after the airport my cousins and scottie and i went to eat dinner at the cheescake factory. so happy it was open. we got there at like 10:30 pm. it was SO SO GOOD. i had the cajun rib-eye steak. YUM!!

gotta go somewhere rite now. ill continue this later.

2003-01-01T16:41:00.000-08:00

wow it 2003!! HAPPY NEW YEARS everyone!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Minh Do!!

before we went out last nite, me, david, frank, and my sis ate at BAJA FRESH.

david: let's share something
me: ok
david: ok, let's split a burrito ultimo
me: what!?! that's it!?
david: that's not enough?
me: no!! im hungry

hahaha...im such a fatass!! i ate half a burrito ultimo and half a baja burrito. even frank was like "you have a pretty big appetite for a girl"

well last nite for new years eve, me and some of my friends went to CITYWALK. it was so so crowded. it was hard walking from one point to another. the count down was cool. everyone was screaming and yelling. all the people around us were all kissing and stuff. getting out of the crowd was the hardest. people were pushing. my little sis got elbowed in the eye. poor girl. people were stepping on other people feet. people were getting kinda hostile. we tried so hard to not lose eachother. kinda scary. this one white guy tried to kiss me. i was kinda scared. it took us like 30 minutes to get out of the parking lot. after that we went over to jessica's house to just chill. her dad cooked us some ramen. it was pretty good. we sat around for awhile. frank was playing video games like always. we finally headed home around 4 am. i was pretty tired.

i cant believe im gonna be 19 in two days. i feel kinda old. last year being a teen. sigh...i dont wanna grow up. school starts on my b-day. that really really sux. i hope my chem lab doesnt last the whole time because its from 6-10 pm. that was be horrible. im not sure what im doin for my b-day yet. oh wellz...ill figure it out later.

2002-12-31T15:26:00.000-08:00

err...i skipped a day again. i hate it when i do that. well i guess ill talk about the day before first then.

12/29/02:
well i pretty much stayed home till about 5 pm that day. doin nothin at all. my hair, that i had already cut, was uneven, so i decided to go get it fixed. the hair cutter guy was like "im gonna layer your hair cause it'll look better"....and i was like "but i dont want it layered"....but he did it anyways =( now my hair looks kinda fobby. its so short!!! i hate layered hair!! err. well anyways...after that i picked up my ski trip pictures. eh...there were some wierd pictures. rite after i picked up jessica because we were goin to john and gloria's birthday dinner. it was a nice dinner. my friend frank was back from his trip to china, so he was there. i gave him his present from me and david. i think he liked it. after dinner we took some of those sticker picture and trading card things. they didnt really come out nice. at about 12 or so, minh do called me and asked if i want to go shoot pool or something. so i met him and ken at the pool hall. i didnt really get to play much tho. the scariest thing happened rite after that. ken and minh do decided to race eachother on the streets. by the time we noticed the cop on the other side of the street...it was too late. the cop busted a u and pulled both of them over. the worse part was that minh do forgot his license at home. oh geez. lucky the cop was cool about things and just gave them lectures about killing innocent people. i hope they learned thier lesson. after that we just chilled at thier friend, sam's house for a long time. then it was time to head home and go to sleep.

yesterday i had lunch with bryan. he was my first boyfriend. we were together for about a year. yesterday was the first time i saw him in about like three years. it was a nice lunch. nice seeing him. he didnt really change much. that nite i went to some "kick back" with minh do at this one guy named bond's house. it was kinda boring, so we left. we went this other person's house for awhile and then back to bond's house. it was still pretty boring. i was talking to this one girl and i found out something about a certain someone. i didnt really like what i heard. kinda dissapointed in that person. i drove minh home at around 11 pm because he had to sneak out of the house again. he made me go inside the house and wait with him. thats was so scary sneaking out with him. never doing that again. but yea...we went back to bond's house again!! that guy bond had a bunch a roosters in the backyard. minh do said it was for illegal cock fights. that was wierd. philbert also called and i talked to him for a little. cant wait to see him and everyone else when we go back to school. me, minh do, and ken went to shoot pool again. after that we went back to bond's house again !! my goodness!! by that time it was over because there was some drama between these girls. after that we finally went home. i think we stopped by lee's sandwhiched atleat three times that nite. minh do bought me flan and coffee from there. pretty good stuff. thanx minh do =) the drive home was long and tiring.

i just realized it was new year's eve today. im not sure what im doin yet. probably nothin special. minh do and ken are goin raving tonite with thier friends. hope they have fun and stay safe. i guess ill go figure out what to do now.

2002-12-29T15:13:00.000-08:00

winter break is almost over =( i dont wanna go to classes. "sigh". well anyways, the nite before i chatted with people online till about 5 am. i didnt kno other people were wierd like me. and then i talked to minh do on the phone till about 6 am. the sun was about to come out. thanx connie and willbert for tryin to help me with some issues. connie and wilbert are so into eachother. they call eachother everyday and talk forevers. im happy for them. so cute together. but yea, yesterday i didnt do much until later on in the evening. my mom bought me dim sum for lunch. as i was eating, the doorbell rang. my friends grace, gloria, john, and arthur just showed up at my house again. hehe they're funny. they usually call me rite before they get to my house, but i guess i didnt pick up my phone that time. they stayed and watched LILO and STITCH at my house. i love that movie. so funny and cute. after the movie they left. later on that nite, my friend jessica came with me to OLD TOWN Pasadena. it started raining so hard out of no where. lucky jessica brought an umbrella. i got my belly button re-pierced. it didnt even really hurt. the first time hurt more and i didnt even think the first time was that bad. jessica actually stood there and watched. hehe crazy girl. the first time i pierced it, i made my ex-boyfriend corey watch. haha he was more scared than i was. i have a double piercing on each side of my belly button. the reason i got it done again on one side was because it was sorta uneven and when i went body boarding awhile ago, it sorta ripped out. gross huh. after that me and jessica were hungry so had jack in the box. we tried the new chipotle chicken thing. it wasnt that great. after that me and jessica picked up minh do. he had to sneak out of his house again. poor guy has a strict mom. we also picked up his friend Hung and picked up some LEE's Sandwiches for minh do's friend, Ken. we went to one of his friend's birthday party thing. so many drunk people. funny to watch. we left there at about 4 am. i drove everyone home. i didnt get home till about 5:30 am and then went to sleep. i really do need to sleep at normal times.

2002-12-28T01:34:00.000-08:00

today was a whatever day. nothin really exciting. i went shoppin again. spendin money again. i really cant help it. i think im addicted. well actually my day started out pretty good. i woke up to some good lunch that my cousin david bought for me. he got IN n OUT for me. animal style cheeseburger and animal style fries. mmm-mmm good. thanx david!! well yea, back to my shoppin experience. i bought a present from abercrombie for my friend john's birthday. im not so sure it was a good choice tho. oh well, ill let him kno that exchangin it is an option. there was also a huge sale at victoria's secret, so i spent a bunch of money there. after the mall, we headed to church. i left early because i was meeting some friends at the theaters. i watched CATCH ME IF U CAN with lawrence, ben tsai, ben fang, and morgan. all of them went to SOUTH PASADENA High School like me. it was nice seeing them. the movie was pretty good. i wish i was that guy. he's so lucky. i also talked to minh do on the phone for a little. he went clubbin tonite. hope he had fun. i finally dropped off my film from the ski trip. it wont be ready till sunday after 5 pm tho. thats about it for today.

2002-12-27T03:30:00.000-08:00

today (actually yesterday if u wanna get all technical) was a fun day. i went to six flags today. i even got ready for next year. i renewed my season pass for 2003. i was so happy. we got my friend jessica to go on X. so proud of her. it took so much convincing for the pass like three or four times we went. she's alot braver than some people i kno. ahem...u guys kno who u guys are. the highlite of the day was FUNNEL CAKE tho. oh man!! u shouldve seen us. six people attacking one funnel cake all at once with six forks. we finished that thing in like a minute. it was so so good tho. best minute of my life. all of us were so hungry. after six flags we had dinner at HANASHIMA, a japanese restaurant. we pigged out like crazy again. i think a couple of us had to un-button our top button of our jeans. man...i really need to stop eating so much. gettin kinda chubby there. hehe....but food is so good. i thought college makes u fat, but actually....its the college breaks. thats when i eat the most. somebody stop me!! well after dinner we decided to go watch a movie. we went to see DRUMLINE at the amc in covina. i never knew marching band was cool before that movie. they made it look so cool. i liked the movie. pretty good stuff.

im pretty tired now from the long day. i really hope nobody wakes me up tomorrow mornin. its gonna be the first mornin where i dont have to worry about somethin. finally!! i can just relax. gonna sleep now. goodnitez

WAIT!!! i forgot to write about somethin. the most embarassing thing happened to me today. when we were in line to buy tickets at the theaters, i heard my friend saying something about her little brother. so i turned around and saw this guy that looked exactly like him. ofcourse stupid me again, i thought it was really him. i ran straight to him and said "jonathan!! what are u doin.....uhhh" and at that moment i realized it wasnt really him. i turned around and got so so so embarassed. i felt super stupid. my friends thought i was just messin around. they couldnt believe i did that. i couldnt believe i did that!! OH MY GOODNESS. alrite time to sleep.

2002-12-26T01:36:00.000-08:00

well back to bloggin. im so happy that i get to write in my blog and go online. my sister got a laptop from my dad for christmas. thats what im usin rite now. my own computer at home went crazy on me. it doesnt even turn on anymore. what a waste. my sis got a laptop and a digital camera. whats the word....SPOILED!?! well i guess i cant complain. i got a pretty nice present from him too. my youngest sis was gettin on my nerves the other day. she kept sayin "daddy only got u a cookie and he got me three presents". well i guess i showed her when i opened up my present. my dad got me a visa gift card with quite a hefty amount on it. cha-cha-cha-ching!! =) so much for the cookie. she can be such a brat at times. but yea, i got some really nice presents for christmas. i opened all of them at once. it was so fun. i loved every single present. i got such good friends and family. thanx everyone =) i hope u guys liked ur presents too.

for everyone that doesnt kno: yes, my sister's names are janette and janice. yes, i kno its wierd. i have no idea what my parents were thinkin. janette is 11 and janice is 7. janette is the tomboy. she super talkative and a "fei-muy". janice is the girly girl. she's such a flirt and super sneaky sneaky. if she's like this at 7, i wonder how she'll be in a couple of years. im afraid.

well im gonna write about what went on since last time.

12/21/02 (the rest of the day) :
well jason did come back after work afterall. i was gettin kinda worried that he would not come back till later. i was hungry, so jason treated me to some baja fresh. yummy. thanx jason =) after that i headed home, even though i was tempted to take another nap cause i got food coma AGAIN!! i pretty much chilled at home that nite. although, that nite minh do, his friend ken, and this girl named angelina that ken is seeing came over to my house. we watched music videos mostly and we tried watching Resident Evil, but everyone fell asleep except for minh do. minh do and ken and i were hungry, but so sorry guys. i was out of food except for some plain chicken that they didnt want to eat. well they went home around 4 am and i went to sleep.

12/22/02 :
my mom woke me up kinda early because we were goin christmas shoppin. we went to the mall at first. parking was such a pain in the ass. some stupid chinese fob guy stole my parking spot. my mom decided that she wanted to go outlet shoppin instead. so bein the hardcore shoppers we were, we headed to Barstow. i got to drive my uncle's suv, so i didnt mind. it only took an hour and half anyways. we spent so much money there!! we got alot done tho. my friends were putting on a christmas play that nite at church. i was so afraid that i wouldnt make it, but i did. ten minutes b4 it started!! it was a good play. they also put together some dance thing. i almost cried when Gloria sang Only Hope by mandy moore. it was so pretty. it was also Gloria's b-day. my other friend Jessica was throwin her a little suprise thing at her house. i asked if minh do wanted to come, so i went to go pick him up. we kinda missed the surprise tho. so sorry Gloria. we ate at Carrows after that. minh do agreed to let me pay, but he lied. tisk tisk....what a little liar. everyone went home after that. minh do hung out with me for awhile and i drove him back to anaheim after.

12/23/02:
jeffrey called me at 12 that day and woke me up.

jeffrey: hey, what's magic mountain's phone number?
me: umm...i dunno
jeffrey: were u sleepin?
me: yea
jeffrey: is there anyway u can find the number?
me: i guess...we're not goin today rite?
jeffrey: yea we are
me: what???
jeffrey: so what's the number?
me: i dunno!!

hehe...jeffrey is one special guy

yea, we were gonna go to six flags that day. but rite before everyone got together, i found out that they close at 6 pm. so we were like...forget it then. me and david went shoppin tho to finish up the christmas presents we were missin. spent a bunch of money again. christmas is so expensiye. my friends from home wanted to watch Lord of the Rings that nite. minh do, lawrence, and connie also came with us. the movie was good. pretty long tho. hehe my favorite part is when the ugly thing, smiegel i think, talks to himself like a skitso. so ugly yet cute. funny part. thats about it that nite.

12/24/02:
Christmas Eve!! ahh...i still had to buy some more presents. but first i dropped by my old work to bring them some presents. it was nice seeing them. i wish everyone was there tho. after that, me, christine, and jessica went to this asian store. i bought more presents there and spent lots of money again =( after that i wrapped all my presents. we had a semi-family dinner that nite. not everyone could make it tho. kinda sux. after dinner me and david met up with some of our friends from church. we were goin christmas caroling. hehe...it was actually pretty fun. and no, we didnt stop at random houses. the people's houses we went to knew we were coming. each house we went to provided us with some good food. it got better and better as we went along. i think we went to five houses. we finally made it to lhe last house at like 2 or 3 am. it was this really nice couple, Don and Paulina's house. they're good friends of the pastor. we all slept over there. it was pretty fun. we shot pool, watched a movie, and even sang kareoke for a little. the girls went to sleep at like 5 am. but i have no idea what time the guys slept.

minh do called me at 12 am.

minh do: merry christmas!!
me: wait, there's still a couple minutes
minh do: no....its christmas
me: what??...hold on, let me check my phone. oh....n/m....merry christmas. stupid american vans, dont kno how to tell time.
minh do: haha yea...stupid american cars

i called a couple of other people to say merry christmas. i also called my friend anthony to say happy birthday. merry christmas and happy b-day in one. what a great deal.

12/25/02:
Christmas Day!! well we got up around 10 am. the girls were the last ones to wake up. we're so lazy. we had breakfast/lunch at Don and Paulina's. Paulina made a cake for gloria, john, jeffrey, and me since our b-days were around this time. so nice of her. well we left at around 12. on the way home i called many people to say merry christmas. i felt bad because i woke phil up. sorry phil. as soon as i got home, i opened all my presents. that was the highlite of my day. such nice gifts. my cousins wayne and kuo called me around 2 pm and asked me if i wanted to go eat with them. i said ok. they reminded me of what went on during ski trip. me and kuo also thought about what we could do for our b-day's, since we have the same b-day. i felt sorry for them because they both didnt get really get any presents for christmas. especially wayne, he didnt get one single present. but i felt good cause i gave both of them somethin. it wasnt the best present in the world, but still. i didnt want them to open it in front of me. i hate that. but they insisted. after that i went home and fell asleep. i was tired. after i woke up. we had another semi-family dinner again. my baby cousin joshua was over. he's so cute. after dinner me and janette drove over to my other grandparent's house to drop off presents. my grandmma wasnt home, but it was nice seeing my grandpa. jason also called me from vegas during the jay chow concert. i got to hear jay chow sing for like a minute. im so jealous. i wish i couldve been there. jason never even heard a jay chow song in his life. i hope he enjoyed it tho. lucky guy. thats about it for christmas.

here i am now. bloggin for the past...umm...i dunno....long time. this is a pretty long entry. i wonder if anyone is actually gonna read the whole thing. ive erased what ive typed many times. very frustrating. i dont like laptops. the stupid mouse pad thing is annoyin. i should probably sleep now. im gonna go to six flags tomorrow for sure. im excited. i hope everyone enjoyed their day. nity nitez for me now.

2002-12-25T23:49:00.000-08:00

this isnt my daily entry, but i felt like writin somethin.

i just read minh do's blog. he doesnt seem to be very happy. i think somethin has been really botherin him. i dont like seeing minh do sad =( i dont kno what it is thats causing all this, but im determined to find out and when i do, ill see what i can do to make him feel better. im hoping that this doesnt have anythin to do with me. if it does, i hope he lets me kno.

sorry minh do for all your misery. dont stress so much. just be the minh do im used to. so funny and carefree.

2002-12-25T22:51:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!! and Happy Birthday Anthony!!

i wrote in my blog earlier for like a hour, but stupid me....i accidently closed the window. =(
ill write more later, but i need a break rite now.

2002-12-21T14:18:00.000-08:00

oh my...it has been awhile since my last entry. this one is gonna be a really really long one. i have had a pretty crazy week. ill recap my days starting from saturday 12/14/02.

12/14/02 :
i woke up at about 1 pm and started packing and getting ready for my ski trip. i was goin on a ski trip with chinese association from irvine. as soon as i finished gathering my stuff, i headed off to long beach to pick up my cousin wayne, who was goin on the trip too. it was nice to see my cousin wayne because i dont get to see him much since he goes to UOP up in stockton. he's gonna be a pharmacist in two years i think. good luck wayne!! u can do it!! =) well yea, we headed towards irvine, since everyone was meeting there. but first we made a couple of stops at old navy, target, and sports chalet. me and wayne needed to get some more stuff for the trip. we picked up the van that wayne was gonna drive. poor wayne, he was stuck bein a driver for the trip. we met at the parking structure with everyone. guess how many people were goin on the trip?!? 70 people!!! guess how many vans and suv's?!? about 11!! (i think 10 of them were vans). well as soon as everyone showed up, we packed into our vans. each person had thier own assigned van. i was in van number 6. my driver was ken. thanx ken for bein a great driver =) we had 6 people in our van, which was nice, our van was nice and roomy. in my van was ken, teddy, me, angela, nathan, and david. angela sat next to me, she's from UCSD. nathan in the back was from UCLA. the other four of us are from irvine. my cousins wayne, kuo, and christine were on the trip. it was like a family gatherin. im glad they were there. they looked after me. thanx guys =)

12/15/02 :
we finally began our trip to tahoe at about 1 am. it was such a long drive. the hard part was keeping the vans together and lined up numerically. i stayed up for most of the trip, kinda hard to sleep in the van. we made a couple of bathroom and snack stops here and there. we didnt actually get to our cabin till about 4pm. the drive up the mountain was so pretty. so much snow. so white and pretty. me and angela couldnt wait to jump into the snow. everyone didnt get settled in the cabins till about 6 or 7. it was hard because we had to pretend that only 15 people were stayin at the cabins. so only like 3 vans could be seen at once. imagine a 15 people cabin with 70 people inside. the cabin was 3 stories and oh my gosh!! we had 3 bathrooms!! plus the hot water runs out quick. we had to tippie-toe just to get around the cabin. very crowded but fun. we all had fast food for dinner. i had KFC. it was pretty good. we didnt do much that nite. although i did have a little to drink. i actually drank a whole can of beer too. eww...i hate beer. i met some pretty cool people. i played cards most of that nite. i slept in a room with about 15 girls. that was pretty crazy.

12/16/02 :
everyone woke up at about 6 am that morning thinkin that we were goin snowboardin. but nope =( we were snowed in. there was so much snow outside and it was still snowing. there was a storm. we were stuck inside our cabain the WHOLE day AND nite. it wasnt too bad though. we split into group of like 12 and each group got to play outside in the snow for awhile. my group was last. it was so fun tho!! we through snowballs and tackled eachother in the snow. the snow was so nice and soft. very very cold tho! i got buried in the snow by like 5 guys. i got snow stuffed into my shirt and pants. snow thrown in my face. it wasnt nice. i was freezing. well hehe...it was really fun. after dryin up and changin i took a long nap. that nite we had spagetti for dinner. i thought it was pretty good. i had to take a cold shower that nite. it was so so cold!! it was so hard. we played games and watched movies for most of the day. we also played this one name game, where each person chooses a word that starts with the first letter of thier name and then went around naming each person. like 99 percent of the names were sexual. mine was JUICY JANET. some names were really nasty. the game was fun but lasted forever. at about 12 that nite, we decided to drink. my oh my!! things got pretty crazy that nite. i dont really want to explain. if u ask me in person i mite tell u and i mite not. lets just say that i would never let my mom see the pictures. maybe not just my mom. i went to sleep at about 4. thanx jason for makin sure i made it to my bed ok =)

12/17/02 :
the next mornin everyone got up and got ready to go out. at first they annouced that we were snowed in again. but we got lucky and actually got out of the house. i was in john's car that day. we packed 9 people into a 4-runner. we musta got lost like ten times that day. everyone got their rentals, but by the time that was done, it was too late to go snowboardin. it was chaos after that. my car did head up to the slope tho. we didnt really go snowboardin. me and my new buddy jason played in the snow and took pictures with our cheap cameras we bought at the rental place. our group climbed up one hill and tried sledding down with our snowboards. that didnt really work. although i did get to try snowboardin for like 2 minutes thanx to jason. after that we headed back to our cabin. i think we were the only car that didnt follow directions because we were the only ones back at the cabin when everyone else met up at the rental place. oh wellz....atleast i got a hot shower. ahh...that was so nice. we had dinner at a casino that nite. it was a buffet. the chicken wings and mashed potatoes were mmm mmm good. we played arcade games for awhile. it was pretty fun. then we headed back to the cabins. i felt kinda guilty yet good because everyone were stressin over the shower situation, while some of us sat there warm and clean. that nite we just chilled. no drinkin that nite. i called minh do to tell him about my experience the nite before. he laughed at me and even wrote some stuff in his blog that i didnt want him to. too bad he wasnt at the trip too. it woulda been really fun. some guys decided to run out into the snow in their boxers. crazy guys. hehe i had fun talkin on the stairs till about 4 am with jason, jack, justin, angela, jenny, hank, and whoever else was there. i showed them my imitation of THE RING GIRL. haha...they were so scared. i threatened jack and jason that i would come scare them in the middle of the nite. jason actually believed me and woke up a couple times in the middle of the nite. hehe sorry jason. we all had a nice talk. lots of laughin. jack got me confused with all the riddles though. im kinda slow.

12/18/02 :
we woke up brite and early again. at about 6 am. i only had like and hour or two of sleep. i wasnt too tired tho. i was more excited about snowboardin. we finally got to snowboard. we were so happy. boy was it hard snowboardin. thank you to everyone that tried to teach me. thanx teak, albie, wayne. wayne had to wait for me and watch me fall for the longest time. sorry wayne, but thanx. jason also had to do the same thing, when we went up the blue diamond slopes. it took me forever to get to the bottom. thanx jason for waiting for me and stuff =) i ate it like a hundred times. i even rolled a couple times. i remeber this one fall where i got the wind knocked out of me. my legs were so sore. the hardest part was getting off the lifts. i never made it without falling. i felt so good to be back in the warm cabin afterwards. we had curry and rice for dinner. it was pretty good. we played pool and cards for awhile. we drank again that nite. this time it wasnt as crazy. but it was fun. im glad i didnt get too messed up this whole trip. my tolerance had gone up thanx to minh do. i dont think i even got drunk. i took a shower at like 2 am while i was buzzed. that was an interesting experience. atleast i got hot water. after my shower i went back down to chill again. i was sore so jason gave me a masage for like and hour or somethin. i think he was too drunk to feel that his hands were tired. but thanx for mesage =) it was nice.

12/19/02 :
we woke up early AGAIN. we were heading off to san fransisco. the drive there was pretty crazy. there was some strong winds and lots of rain. but we were safe thanx to ken's super driving skills. it was such a long drive. it was fun talking to david and nathan on the way there tho. nathan is a freak!! haha...he's one interesting guy. we didnt get to san fransisco till about 5 pm or somethin. we had chinese food for dinner. the food was really good. after dinner we drove to some shopping place. i forgot what it was called. there was a 6 story mall. that thing was huge. we didnt stay there long tho. we walked to the METRIOME, which is some cool place with a theater, shops, and a really high-tech arcade. pam wanted to play virtual hockey, but we didnt have time. we played games for awhile and then we had to meet everyone at 11 at macy's. it was so cold and rainy. thank goodness i had my jacket. we packed into our cars and began our trip home to irvine. the ride home was funny. alot of the drivers took caffiene pills to stay awake. they were bouncing off the walls. each van had walkie-talkies, so the conversation between the drivers was really funny. i slept for most of the trip.

12/20/02 :
we finally made it back to irvine at about 10 am. everyone said bye and stuff. jason and justin asked if i wanted to eat lunch with them so i said ok. but first i dropped justin off at his apartment. jason came with me to drop wayne off. we chilled at jason's apartment while justin got read for his trip to vegas that nite. we had korean food with three other people. it was pretty good. after the meal, i think all the tiredness of the trip hit me. so i took a nap in jason's couch while he went to work for a meeting. we were suppose to go watch a movie or somethin, but both of us over slept. when i woke up it was already 1 am. so i spent the nite on his couch. than jason for the most comfortable couch ever.

now i am still at jason's apartment. he went to work this mornin, but he should be back any minute now. im gonna say bye and thanx to him and head on home.

this has been one crazy week. im so glad i went on the trip. i had lots of fun and met so many people. i didnt even mind all the laggin and problems we had on the trip. thanx kuo for inviting me. it was quite expensive, but worth it. i cant wait to develop the pictures.

i've missed everyone, especially minh do. cant wait to see him soon. i think ill call him in a couple of minutes. cant wait till everyone is back. im actually looking forward to school starting. even though it starts on my birthday =(

2002-12-13T16:39:00.000-08:00

perfect thing to say rite now -----> "OH GEEZ!!!"
my finals are finally over. i took my chem and math final today. i think i did ok, i better have, i studied all nite last nite. i have never done so much crammin in my life. i only got like an hour of rest this mornin. i almost didnt wake up for my chem final. if it werent for minh do wakin me up at 10:15, i would have never made it there at 10:30. thanx again minh do, ur a life saver =) atleast i wasnt the only one studyin all nite, minh do was there crammin all nite too. we must have had so much caffeine in us. i had some starbucks and he had some of my mr.brown coffee and plus we ate like almost all of my candy ( i had a lot!!) and some soda too. i was so jealous of everyone else, they all were done. they even celebrated last nite while me and minh do were in the study room crammin away. well i was happy that they were havin fun, until everyone got super drunk and some of them even threw up. eww....i heard some of them because the bathroom was rite next door. haha..."SKUNK BREATH" WILL!!! he had some major stink breath and he kept blowin it at me. beer smells so gross!! eee-yuck!!! taste gross too. hehe watching drunk people while you're sober is so funny. i felt bad for the after affects on them last nite. it wasnt pretty....at all.

hehe...my new name is J or Jan from mr. philbert and minh do. they said my real name kinda sux =(

im suppose to be packin up my stuff from my room rite now, but i wanted to write in my blog first, because i probably wont be able to write in it for awhile. my computer at home sucks and im goin on a ski trip tomorrow. ill be gone for one whole week. yay!! first time snowboardin. im kinda scared tho. dont wanna break anythin. im goin with CA (chinese association) from school. my cousin kuo is the president and plus my other cousin wayne is goin too. im excited and nervous. gonna rest up tonite for it.

im gonna miss everyone over the break. take cares everyone!! cant wait to see u guys in a couple of weeks and hopefully some of you guys over the break. MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR and ofcourse HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINH DO on January 1st =) two days before mine. so many birthdays in january. the list is way too long!! have a safe trip home everyone, especially u northerners : philbert, wilbert, frank, ann, jon, justin, deanna and whoever else.

well i guess ill go pack now and then drive home.

2002-12-12T02:59:00.000-08:00

ahh...christmas time. tuesday was my super duper shoppin day. im so broke...again. but i still need to buy some more presents. what am i to do? i really need to start workin again. i feel bad askin my mom for money. but yea...i bought some pretty cool stuff. cant talk about them because some people mite read this and that would ruin the gift. well i did give a couple people presents today. i got lawrence a white piggy bank....hehe but stupid me!!...i forgot to take off the price tag. hehe oh wellz...its the thought that counts. i got connie a blue paul frank shirt and ann some black paul frank slippers. paul frank stuff is so cute!! oh yea!! and ann gave me a UCI t-shirt today. it was nice...thanx ann =) i gave ben tsai a "crew" shirt from abercrombie...since he likes to go rowing at the ARC so much. i also decided to give minh do his present. i just couldnt wait. plus the gifts were taking up a little too much space in my room. it took awhile to get minh do to open his present, i have no idea why. he was being stubborn or somethin. well the first part of the gift was a "turbo kit" or faster motor thing for his little $50 toy car that willbert and connie got him. some expensive toy!! but yea...with the new motor, the car is like twice as fast.

* minh do is playin with the car rite now!! he said he was goin to take a shower. what a little kid. hehe =)

but yea...back to what i was sayin. other than the car, i got him some skater shoes. he really liked those too. he wanted them awhile ago. he couldnt stop smiling like me when i got the skooter. he went around, even upstairs to show everyone his new shoes. so glad he was happy.

i also had my bio final today =( that was horrible!!! maybe cause i didnt study enough. i hope i atleast passed. i promised myself that next quarter i will study atleast two hours a day, monday thru thursday and sleep atleast by 2. i think its possible. i can do it!! my shedule really sucks next quarter tho. "sigh" two more finals to go. math and chem. i really need to pass chem. math...eh...i can do that. i think im gonna study for math as soon as im done with this and study chem all day tomorrow. wish me luck!! oh yea...i got another parking ticket today. i parked rite next to lawrence too!! grrr...he never gets a ticket. maybe cause he drives a van or somethin. stupid UCI parking. thats so not fair. mesa court people have so much parking, while we over at middle earth gotta fight for parking, close parking atleast. i get lucky once in a long long while. i went to go move my car just about an hour or so ago. minh do came with me and we brought our scooters along for the super long walk back. we went to albertsons cause i was so hungry, but no!!...they were closed. im still hungry!! minh do stopped by the gas station and cleaned my windows for me. he's so nice....or maybe he just felt sorry for me. but yea...thats about it so far.

*i'll talk about the new names i mentioned

connie: first name-connie, last name-tsai
she is another south pas person. one of the twenty or so people that came to irvine from south pas. i didnt talk to her much in highschool, although there would be a few "hello's, hi's, and how's it goin" here and there. she lives in grayhavens too, but upstairs. she eats alot like me, but she's still skinny. connie is good at tennis, piano, singin, and she also plays the guitar. probably more stuff also. so talented!! she's in some sorority, im not sure which one. she's always busy at meetings and events and stuff. poor connie. glad she's here at irvine.

* i need to sleep now actually. so ill just continue this next time. oh yea...i guess im not studyin tonite.

2002-12-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

i am officially starting my first blog entry. the first one didnt really count. hmm....what to say...what to say...

ill start off with a quick recap of today (monday). nothin much happpened earlier today. i had to get somethin from home, so i drove all the way home in traffic and all the way back to irvine. after i got back to irvine, minh do called me at about 10 pm and told me to go over to grayhavens, which is what i always do anyways. and so i went over and thats what made my day. minh do decided to give me my christmas present or presents actually. there was so much stuff, i thought it was from other people too. well part of it was from phil too, thanx philbert!! but still...there was alot of stuff. i got lotion(s) in a pretty bag, a cool pink shirt, a pair of really funny yet cute slippers, and oh my gosh!!.....a razor scooter =) i was so happy that i couldnt stop smiling for the longest time. lawbunz kept sayin that i looked wierd cause i couldnt close my mouth or somethin. well yea.....THANX MINH DO!!! well later on, me, phil, and minh do went scootering outside. i got to test out my brand new scooter. that thing is really smooth and fast. i love it!! all of that really cheered me up.

*im gonna describe the people i mentioned so everyone knows who im talking about.

minh do: first name-minh, last name-do
let's see...where to begin...so much to say about him. well i met him for the first time eating dinner at pippins (the cafeteria). i decided to sit at the table because i knew lawbunz. i guess we just hung out more and more each day and i began to migrate over to grayhavens, where my second home is now. he's vietnamese, born in france. always bustin out his viet at me. minh do is such a cool guy. he's so funny!!! i think its halarious just watching and listenin to him. he just so SPECIAL. he has a one-of-a-kind personality. he has gigantic eyes...hehe...i think its scary when he tries to make them bigger. hanging out with minh do is the highlite of my day. so many bruises and marks. so much slapping, punching, hitting, and biting. hehe he's so abusive!! mostly from playin games tho. he's nice to me, but he ALWAYS makes fun of me. but so does everyone else, so i guess its ok =I what we have in common: sleeping, eating, and laziness and i mean all of that to the extreme. i gotta admit...life would suck without minh do.

philbert: first name-phil, last name-chung
phil is minh do's roomate. he's super cool too. he's the korean guy with the super nice hair....its so straight and smooth and nicely colored (thanx to minh do). phil is the master of cards. he knows so many tricks and he's so good at frustration. i cant beat him, YET. phil has all the movies, anime, music, music videos, and stuff like that. he's the entertainment man. he's really good at shooting pool and ping pong, he always plays. he's one RELAZING person. phil is mr. chill with the cool sun glasses. so glad to have met phil.

lawbunz: first name-lawrence, last name: liao ( i think thats how u spell it)
NOODLE HEAD!!!....haha.
"his hair....like noodle" -minh do's mom
bunz is from south pas too. we went to the same middle school and highscool, but i never ever talked to him until i came to irvine. so weird. he too lives at grayhavens. he's ART MAJOR. we always tease him about that cause its fun. he's the only asian person i kno with natural super curly hair. but now that he dyed his hair black, it doesnt really look like noodles anymore. hehe but im still gonna call him noodle head. he's the master at DDR. playin next to him was so embarassin. i had the easiest level and he had the hardest and i was the only one strugglin. lawbunz eats a lot!! and quick too!! he likes to use the excuse that he's a pig (born in the year of a pig), but so were most of us!! but anywayz...he's nice too. he drives all of us in his mini-van. im still mad that he hasnt gotten a ticket yet. but oh well...ill still keep my fingers crossed...hehe.

oh geez!!...its 5 AM!!.....i should sleep now
phil was rite about blog taking up a lot of time

2002-12-09T14:56:00.000-08:00

This is my first entry, so i don't know what im doin exactly. guess ill figure it out as i go along. or ill just ask phil (the blog master)